o
s smelled like mon
ilence, the scent of fresh coffee rising from the kitchens, the clink of sil
folded neatly in my lap, trying not
here a single breakfast setting waited for me - curated down to the p
hungry. I
berate grace of a woman trained her whole life to be untouchabl
wspaper - world markets, political turmoil, merg
thout looking up, his voice steady and transactional, as
against my thighs
The words tasted li
"It's important that you're...presentable, darling
n: don't e
I ev
brief and hot. I crushed it instantly. The
y water glass. My fingers were steady. T
finally looked at me. His dark ey
y this matters, So
ietly. The words were so deeply ingraine
from him. Approval won,
out in endless, perfect green. Somewhere beyond them was the road,
the gates and keep walking, until the weight slid off my shou
en the butler appea
miss," he said wit
d, my voice still wearing i
and smoothed the p
er offered me a serene smile.
mething you proved through
de into the cri
e foot of the marble steps, Matteo a
soft leather seat, my pulse already slowin
. Another p
rested my forehead lightly against the c
place where I smiled and studied
the edges of my tidy world,
hing
had no def
e, nothing would ev
ampus was qui
f a man who knew every shortcut, every b
bsently tracing the seam of the leat
atched other cars
bees between lanes. A battered sedan crammed with students lau
looked
ao
uti
o asked suddenly, glancing a
. Matteo rarely spo
automatic smile. "J
returned his e
between his brows, a flicker
that
of me - this quie
were already swarming across the courtyard, phones
ighter, louder, freer than any
the invisible leash wrapp
ade of a towering oak tree. He got out to o
ickup, same spot
ning sun, the cool air wra
, Matteo," I sa
der, lifting my chin against
ed - polished, pr
I was tra
insi
ross the courtyard cracked t
the Arts Building, wea
lusters of girls in
enches, tossing footballs a
f that world. I
the relentless promise of a future ca
ouble doors of the buildi
curled through me - the
until the city s
strap of my bag instead a
together - economics, global
ed not by me, but by a team of advis
d ached from th
ntain, picking at a granola bar, watch
ssed by, their laug
conversation: "Daddy's mo
even have
over me like
had n
ew what it cost
g to a kingdom made o
o the sun and closed
ture was already being sig
s of sunlight on my skin, the faint ro
sn't
t was
r