gripped the steering wheel with tight fingers, jaw clenched. She sat with her face turned to the windo
she walked briskly inside, her heels clicking against the concrete, then disappearing into the house. He sat in the
ven take off her shoes. She walked straight to the bedro
years of hoping it would be different. From the way she had to act like she didn't care in the ca
ng, really, if the
of the bed, the pillo
ck. Not even a sigh. Just the soft click of the door as she shut it behind her like
. He watched her through the corner of his eye-how she walked up the path, calm, collected,
ed on as she approach
steering wheel, the sound sharp
n't eve
t yelling. Not insults. Just indifference. Like he was invi
here, eyes fixed on the door she'd walked through without looking ba
thing ha
he engine hum beneath him like a quiet reminder that he
ck up. Reached for the
ne again. Pretend he wasn't slowly dying in a
ehind her with a
brewing in his chest. No rain. No thunder.
what
heart pounded, not from sadness-but from anger. From exhaustion. From the pain o
omeone who doesn't
e key. The e
it and wait for her to
pulled away from the hou
tion. Just
wing convenience stores. The city was quiet, but it
own. A small diner still lit up like it was ex
ve him a tired
ded. "
he breathed-really breathed. The weight of the last argument
here to remember who he was before
come and go. Alo
no-frills diner, Richard did
would bring. Maybe a hard c
t, he chos
was a b
as if holding it could somehow keep him grounded. He had spent the last hour watching the world
argument. It was from years of being unseen
ing again. As if he's expectin
der than h
ilence was background noise-Richard turned the ignition and pulled out of the l
ter's
er was loud, blunt, a walking burst of honesty-but he had always been the one person
e of weeks. Life got busy. Ri
sn't a night f
was past midnight. He hesitated for a moment bef
or a minute later, barefoot, wearing
?" he asked, r
first. He just stood ther
k at him and stepp
onto the couch, and
walked into the kitchen.
ichard sa
g room, a cold bottle in Richard's hand,
lly said. "Worse than usual. She got ou
ed slowly.
before. The silence. The coldness. The way Richard
me," Richard sa
od. You needed a break
is beer, voice low. "Is it wrong that
You can love someone and still
or a moment, a better
u can stay here tonight. Hell, stay as lo
ha
ing a ghost. Not for
e first time in a lo
Not whole
tonight, w