city below. But inside, the silence felt heavier. Denser.
ly across my chest, trying to convince myself I still had
flick of a lighter. The hiss of flame m
ned s
ke weaving around his sharp profile like silk. The soft glow of the e
gh the haze. Calm.
I said, my voice t
when I need to think. Or
h footfall felt like thunder in my bones. His presence was overpowe
t, don't yo
he control you think i
show teeth. Then he extend
e d
don't
Good girl. I don't l
b brushing the corner of my lip. The int
l," he said. "But you
ing mine-not kissing. Te
d I'll stop,"
d not
dn't
Not tender. Not soft. But deep and consuming. Like h
my waist and pulled me closer. He didn't just kiss-he conquered. Hi
y nerve, inch by inch. The world disappeared. There was only h
old glass window. His hands slid under my shir
pau
u want
I br
ed. "Lie
w, the other sliding under my thigh, lifting me. I wrapped my legs around hi
e down like something sacred-and the
r every inch of my face, my body, like
shaking,
e the
r thigh, slow and agonizing
wn you?" he as
ldn't
Not yet. B
this time. He moved with confident precision, pulling a moan f
d still, he didn't kiss me aga
pered. "Give it to
just once. I
didn't
it. Beg
d at his shirt until the buttons scattered. His skin was warm,
er with every stoke. My body welcome
ak.... Just l
mov
eep. Da
pace between us. I clung to him, legs wrappe
t to m
ke you were
back as he went deepe
name," h
av
ude
av
der, deeper.
n't d
that mome
ng back a scream, my entire b
teeth at my shoulder-I felt the w
-
tangled, breat
from my face, eyes sof
ges nothin
ed. "It chang
, then tossed his cigarette i
You'll n
there. Sore. Sha
ing tha
was supposed to
th
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