r still echoed in Amelia's e
anut butter sandwich still on his plate, cartoons fl
kitchen, knees pulled to her ch
n the house w
s dea
o face Noah again, the day the secret she had carried f
't made it
ook in hi
betrayal. That q
haunt her
-
tore, arms braced on his knees, a cigarette burning slo
taste, hate
his lungs to feel something other tha
red, raking a han
so
ad a
ne had t
. Not even a whisper through t
e ground had sp
years
rds. First birthday.
ad buried his p
n a box marked o
and all the sharp, painful pie
te away, grinding the
he back door
you here," came
usin and part-time foreman, leanin
Jake asked
ed. "Defin
tle. "So it's true,
ep
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nod
closer. "An
answer. He d
ut a breat
Noah sai
na talk
d
d an eyebr
ed. That it was complicated. Like that expl
rgue. He knew
what
w the kid's name. I don't know if he likes trucks or tr
retched be
ly: "His n
h f
hearing it hit so
i
n had
e hadn't
even known existe
, heart racing. "
'll be," Jake sai
un, the name Liam echoing through his ch
-
t the kitchen sink, staring at th
have told h
the courage - or the d
choose, even if she had be
-two, newly pregnant, b
e nerve, he had already left town,
told herself it w
didn't nee
idn't need
t was better
cross the street, and her lie
n the couch, r
om
brushing his hair back.
ded sl
d dinner, her
l Liam the tr
o
as sure it wouldn't
their lives, they could figure out how to
-
oon, fate decid
again - not so soon - but Willow
k against the heat. Amelia moved quickly through the aisles,
er toward the frozen foods
o
, cart jerki
l on Liam, who was busy humming to himsel
t, neither
aid finally
ded once
as if to escape, but Liam loo
id brightly. "You're the
s heart
wn slowly, eye-l
s
, voice gentler than she ex
inosaurs and grilled cheese and Mommy l
ut it didn't r
lancing up at Amelia, "t
"You wanna
om the cart, sh
is hand like it w
t her thro
ral way Liam leaned toward him, the quiet heartbre
s too
e said quickly. "
ut
swee
gave a small wav
ened, towerin
t's going to be?"
is gaze. "I
him," he said.
rs threatening
o be in h
e? Because once you're in it, Noah
ppear," he sna
ds stru
r eyes, breat
me person I was
her a
nce
it wasn't angry
apology she hadn't made, the love she never stoppe
a slip of paper from his wallet. "Wh
took
ingers
ke that - h
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