Never Mine To Begin With

d faced him with a fake smile plastered on my face. Connor bored me out most times as he liked to talk so much about himself. Most

the most saccharine smile I could manage that I

ile from him, his face twisted in

thinking about your pain

ously, who knew that the type of green to paint a valley could be so confusing. I

iolet and get a real job

lifestyle and also jokingly tells me to get a job, but he has never brandishly told me th

eal job and my passion too. I have to love what I

damn job done! Not because I love it, but because passion doesn't pay the bills! Act your age Violet Sanderson. We are no longer college students anymore. We are twenty-

e were garnering, but instead, I chuckled bli

funny in what I ju

that had to hustle our way around. I worked numerous odd jobs to keep myself afloat for this dream you call 'immature' and 'childish'. So sorry if for once in my life, I just want to work on myself and my dreams. You know what? This is not working at all. We are better

, "You are breaking up with me

with you. Because you think this is

mockery everytime I came back from my part-time jobs in college. Statements like 'Wait, you work at the Dominos close to college? Can you wear a mask because I don't want people to know my girlfriend works there. It would be insulting and the circle I roll with would make fun of me.' 'Do you really have to do grocery sh

ne to talk to when it got hard or when I felt down. As the years went by, he became more conceited and self-centered. It made the relationship suffocating and

eated on clattered on the floor. I sat the

e without me when you don't hav

you in our five years relationship, I sh

nd by then it would have been too late

ady. You are dragging thi

a full minute before

t sipping my margarita like what

about hedge fund. Some people just don't know when to shut it.

a shirt and trousers. Three of his buttons were undone and his sleeves were rolled to his forearms. His jaw

h." I rep

de me glad that I don't know you personally." He chuckled l

about it now just makes my blood boil. I don't..." I stopped talking at this point because I realized that

a Happily ever after?" He asked, not pointing out that

n't ruin me for other men if that's what you are asking. I alrea

" He raised the glass and I raised mine

e outside breaking hearts?" I teased the stranger wondering what inspi

d her that an office was not a kindergarten where one's hand needed to be held."

." I c

er the job. Why then did she retract on her stance and say I should have said it nicer? People are the problem, not me. You ca

lence. In a record time, he downed two cups of whiskey and stood up. His suit jack

izarre breakup ever. This is the most I have been ente

ur name." I hollered a

salute, and said, "Ask me i

ll me now?" I asked,

n that? I love a good game.

lt in a really long time. So long that

is pull to plac

d why did his aura