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e Karen looked up, her expressio

is piercing blue eyes stared back at him and

me at the same time. I felt a connection with him but

seemed serious as

g measured steps toward me as

ted to check on you myse

uldn't find the words. I just stared,

now, I recognized

lped and comforted me

ill in the s

l and Kour

oo tire

the words barely coming o

cern crossing his face. He exhaled deeply and app

I couldn't place. "I know this is confusing and might be shockin

y words hanging in the air, ma

Nurse Karen, feeling a sense of dread as

eated, the word strugg

ch, feeling a dull pain that h

ed to throw up, my fingers shaking as I

y and put his hand on mine,

said with sadness in his voic

emed to

my

, the realization tightening around my chest, as if I were drowning in a hars

unding hollow and desperate, sounding li

hands tightened around the thin sheet as t

ly on my shoulder. " I know this is incre

rds barely

he wasn't speak

I had a child growing in me, a source of

vanished like it

." I said with a shaky voice, f

ke a struggle, thi

tanding. "I know, Edina. There's no healing

rce out, my voice sounding forei

rstand, you fell and experienced bleeding. Dr Cole saw you here on his way back from a family di

she told me ab

ted, shame washing over me.

it against you, I just wanted you to be sa

said In a small v

y not to remember, sometimes our mind does things like

it came out more like a choked sob, my chest

le's voice was

n a child is lost..." He paused, briefly turning his gaze away to collect himself. "Going

much to bear. "I don't want support. I just want... I want my baby." My v

aid, rubbing soothing circles on my

ow my life had crumbled. Ever since I was little

a wish, I would g

py. At least that was happiness before Kou

n and as tears rolled down

ing me the opportun