e a prob
rough the thick fog in my mind. I blinked
up like she didn't have time for nonsense. She wasn't tall, but the confidence she ca
riors s
-" the sneeri
ed, not giving him t
scattered like roaches
softening slightly. "You, okay?"
t was still sprinting li
tudying me. "You must
head was smug. "I
her eyes, "don't let idiots like that get to y
, unsure ho
ked. "You've got Luna written all over you
"Okay, I offici
t standing in the middle of my personal nightmare. "Tell you what, come f
n a long time, I felt so
sadness but so
we
*
encounter. Mira was humming softly, stirring something that smelled l
d, wiping her hands on he
ut. My chest felt tight again, like th
pies thought they were funny. Tried to me
Handled it?" She glanced at me, scanning fo
my head
; arms crossed. "Didn't even get
ously like a curse. Then she took a deep breath, grabbed my h
stening on the side, with crispy fried plantains that smelled like
he owned the place, grabbing a fork. "Don't
e. "Didn't realize I
uth full. "Five st
ay, I officially like her.
me, her expression s
my food. The warmth h
ronger than she thinks. Just needs to tap into it." She sho
Luna, but you'll need proper clothes for that." She disappeared into a small room a
acred. "Wore them when I thought I could take on the world but t
omething tighten in my chest
*
sending me off to war. "Stand tall. Shoulders back. And if anyone t
"Or aim higher.
, tying my hair bac
adjusting the sleeves. "And if that fails, aim for
ed, "Soli
ace, her warm ha
, Elara. Show th
d and nervous, but I was rea
rms crossed, leaning against a wooden post li
ing stone walls that bear scars of trainings over the years. The dis
ok at her-confidence wrapp
ood." She tossed me a wooden training dagger, starting
"it's not about being the strongest. It's about
d, "Sounds
agger, where to plant my feet, how to dodge.
aid, her grin turnin
ed through my arms, but I didn't drop it. Again. And again. Astrid didn't go
rs stopped t
she think s
she won't last
ven doing here? And in just that brief moment of di
aced, bright red against my p
he sounds of the tr
sharp metallic scent of blood splattered everywhere, and harsh voices,
sharp and desperate. "Elara. Breathe
move. My kn
me before I hit the
er
hing darker. His grip was steady, not gentle, but grounding. His eyes, u
"It's okay, Elara. Just
, "You're safe. You'
lifting just enou
y from me. His thumb grazed my wrist like he was c
pass out. Not in front of him. You'll
ed into every line of her face. She knelt besid
ieran said, his voice
e. I couldn't en
st long," one scoffed and
don't give up.
hold me back, but I shook my head fiercely. My throat burned with words I couldn't s
nd longer before he let go, st
parred again. And again. My arms ached, my legs felt like jelly, but I didn't stop. I co
to. But I felt his gaze, like it had weight.
I f
ard, his shadow swallowi
s tone leaving no room for a
rom my knees. "You did good," she sa
her gaze to say 'thank you', but befo
s no catching myself, I was falling again
lt h
s catching
la
, soft and lac
eran's face, his eyes wide,
ni
ything we