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soon after the wedding. J

more time at work and when

nd not the r

that had courted me and th

spent most nights wondering where it had all gone wrong, how everything had gone fr

it for him to get back from

g. I had never been a confr

the man, and I knew if I didn't know what was goi

en I heard him coming up the

just as he had got

" I gre

usual cool tone and was ab

hen I sto

you, but we need to

his wait till tomorrow? I have just gotten back

derstanding and let it go ti

my zeal to say w

I told him, causing a frustr

hat's it

hrough enough to know ho

ly said the first thin

let out simply. There was no need

alking about?" I knew he

ng about, but I decided

the night with me anymore?

shaking with all the emotio

at I had been try

ke to have my own space." Hi

elf more if I continued wi

hing

g to read his face, searching

at and then spoke.

rned and left withou

d I broke down in tears. It

waited and investigated hi

commitmen

less marriage to a cold and

life. I could not even tell

ning of two powerful families

ate, and I knew I h

f that I would keep to myse

e stuck in this marriage, but

e day when the time wa

*

AN'S

t out a huge sigh and tried t

ad married Iris for all the w

nt that she was getting from me,

all in love with her and the

cut out for it, especially no

i

time to get over losing my w

her and losing her had shattered me. I only lived because of my daughters, I fought to come out of the horrible pit of

like when my mom died a

n't want my children to expe

always tried to

ous, it had taken all of my willpower to remain stoic as she stood in front of me in her transparent nightwear and her luscious black h

head as I felt myself getti

om her, she was dangerous. A

could not af

take a cold shower, an att

I was harboring t

ole thing-I could have marr

o, but instead I let my desir

nd ignited a passion within m

n a lon

d that night, I could not sle

the surface. I felt like th

was too late t