pte
a's
tting foggy from all the pain and my heart thumped and twitched uncontrollably. I bit my lip, hold
renched in my own sweat from trying to cover the distance be
ut, my voice desperate a
out again, with the rest of his friends, partyin
night I bonded with Nel. I leaned against the windowsill and sighed in relief, tears dripping down my eyes in
panion. It started on the night after the consummation of my wedding with J
rofusely. But he never explained what was happening to me, or why. All I knew was that hi
the pain slowly subsided le
pe with this feeling of inadequacy, but I held to the belie
e. I had always wondered what it would be like to actually meet my partner. However, the truth
passion as he marked me, his teeth sinking into my skin. It was the one time he looked at
rner of my eyes, I cried till I
mptiness I experienced last night. I then arose from the bed, and walk to the d
turning to piercing a piece of bacon wi
, my voice hoarse from al
ow I managed through the night or if I had slept well. But he ke
me downstairs excited that he had return
eakfast table was set with a spr
only sound I heard while eating was the sound of cutlery
glass cup with water. "I have another pack meeting to attend," he said, his v
er meeting, another day and night to be alone. I could not
oice barely above a whisper.
on wary and surprised. "What is it
ips nervously, my heart racing. "
rembling.. I nervously stood up and reached out to pat him on the back. His coughing red
" he asked, his
to try. I could help him at the pack meeting
row furrowed in concern. "Don
struggled to compose himself
from coughing. "I just... didn't expect you to ask that, tha
want me to come. I was just going to go there
said, it was just a stupid
ng short my words. Then his expression changed, a
a chance to finally prove myself. I had been seen as a figure head and a useless Luna by the pack membe
he released his hand from my hold. "
sense of gratitude. "Thank
stood up. "I have to go, I have
py about his agreement . "O
elf. It was a fleeting moment, but it gave me a sense of unease. What was he smil
se years of passing through pain, I had learnt to stay away from others and keep t
d to go out there and show them that I coul