utside my apartment sta

old onto. Nothing was left of me anymore, no plac

, scattering it all over my face but I

exts earlier, my heart raced in

y bank account. I opened the bank app hoping it was

ings were all gone wi

ehead, my hands trembled, una

n a joint account for the both of us claiming

n of being in love. A very stupid choi

hdrawn everything I tried his number severally

ofed off from the accoun

caring about that and got too comfortable

e was everything I had ever wished for.He was a

ere, winter, summer all part of my life. Whether it was a ba

falling slowly on my chick t

he time we had spent togeth

ntrollably. " How could you do this to me, after everything w

st loving him with my whole heart. I d

finally managed to pull myself tog

behind me and collapsed aga

except the little I had in my

clutched my knees to my chest, curling into myself as if I c

till I wa

now. Lazily I stood up and went to the s

**

ke this, waking up, eating, cr

n, not leaving the confinement of

otel bathroom mirror. My hair

washed for a very long time. Under my eyes wer

th the constant memory of Pete and the

ped my lips following a sa

th the videos we had made together b

ort the matter to the police, they had to inflict t

ring, put on blue jeans and a top and

o be the vi

ed my face when I heard what the

thing you could do," I said w

hing we can do right now since the e

sold my house without my consent, here" I stretched out the papers forward "

ouse belonged to him and the both of you opened a joint bank account. Unless yo

ht the house but I had

atter and I had refused, he

oed in my mind, sharp and cold. " If yo

I remembered how the smil

n I didn't do what he wanted. He would go mute on me f

l out of desperation I finally accepted,

e me, he just used me and left me to suffe

ss and rejected. I stared deep at the busy road w

a puppet or tool in his hands. A

a cab to stop and headed for my hotel apa

ue" I called for the cab driver

to sleep when my phone

need t