een holding. I focused on Nathan trying to hold his stare with the same intensity as I had with Parrish just a few moments ago, to ease off

you wowed them." Nathan said now, thrust

hem from Nathan still and I po

, "Oh dear, w

ldn't speak anymore, and yes I had a sex dream about him last night which I wan

sighed, dropping the bouquet on the roof of his car, "I just – I don't know – I forgot everything I h

Naathan said out of the blue and

ok his head, then he took my hand in his and looked into my eyes in the serious way that he does when he felt like

an enough money to take care of the both of us and you don't have

, "We've been through this, I'm not ready for kids or a wedding yet

her Jessica while we're marri

work." I sa

e a family, a wife and beautiful kids and he had told me countles

at the back of my head but I chose to ignore it. That was the whole poin

the disappointment stretch out on Nathan's face, "But I wou

ly and purposely leavin

*

giving me side glances all day and there was Cara with the – I told you so stare. Yes, indeed she did tell me. But apart from that

, Kill

void having the marriage conversation with Nathan and I had been walking on egg shells around him since then. But that Saturday morning , I had woken up with a fe

seductive tone that I hoped seduces him and he turned to

t spot in between my thighs and I arched my back in anticipation for the deliciousness that was to follow. The heat rising in my body and the desire rising, a desire that I hoped Nathan could quench. I closed my eyes as he trailed kisses down my neck, down to my breast and sucking on a nipple that sent me over the rails. I mo

, pulling away fro

ance his attention between me and the game, "I'm so

ed around my body, "It's fine, it's the Lions I understand." I did not understand, I was furious

y, do you want to come?" I said instead, knowing Nathan's

y blue eyes before turning back to the

day Nathan.

come to the club but you have fun." he said and I ro

d too dangerous. I didn't want stay at home and stare at Nathan's face while he paid more at

is was just a phase that I was going to pass through with Nathan. I needed her to pull me into her raspberry scent and smooth my hair the way she did in coll

r door, "Who is it?" I he

e door flung open with Sophie standing before me with a surpr

u doing – ar

n her sofa but then I stood

there was always a bottle of liqu

exhausted and so – my heart just feels – " my words were incohe

n her face, like she was looking at something behind her that she didn't want me to see. But I turned, I had to

on was Parrish Holmes looking a