a's

y head cradled on someone's lap, I blinked u

you okay?" She asked

ave of nausea washed over

happened?"

eyes wide with worry. "An ambula

to get some fresh air." I shook

spun round me, I felt like I was flo

lying back down. " "Mayb

screen as I scrolled through my contacts. I mess

began to blur, I felt myself getting

pick up."

straight to voicemail. I tried agai

looking for Camilla's number. I had left her

acing with every ring. But it w

At this point I needed someone close, I didn't know what was happeni

...Cam

slipped off from my fingers, landing with a soft stud on

linking away the haze. The hospital room came into focus, with i

la. You've been as

of dizziness washed over me f

st, you ne

emories returned passing out at

s, then nodded to a doctor

she is

ile. "Hello Bella. We've been taking ca

l trying to c

"We've run some tests and found out you

he air like a chall

in the gits, how could this be?

out but it could be related to your pregnancy. We

the news sunk in. Thre

mind. We had been car

irled inside me: sho

xchanged a glance, as

Bella," Dr Lee said. "But we n

d around the news throwing my eyes down to

rowing inside

otherwise. At first, I thought about all the all the reasons I shouldn

could be a one in a million opportunity. A chance t

I told him the news. I pictured us holding h

ther, I thought. This could be

ked my phone realising I had already spent a day at the hospital an

d get discharged. Sitting up I no longer f

f bed, determination coursing throug

e. He would be so happy to hear thi

e journey ahead. I would do this. I would be

as I headed to the pay point. On my way o met Dr Lee i

ing you would stay till tomorrow so we co

d conc

attend to, quite urgent. But d

, it's crucial to stay stress free for the sake of your

tor." I

ere take these with you and do t hesitate to r

he result shoving them in

On my way home I kept trying Jake's phone but he wasn't pick

where to be found "where w

eard the door open. Jake walke

g home and didn't call you all day or

being al

thing is you are okay.

enthusiastic

?" He

e, 3 weeks gone.