ab

ng to overthink myself to negativity. I have to be positive. I was

hbor. Yes, I wouldn't stop referring to him like t

scratched the back of his neck as if

an had an overall sexy body that I found myself drooling completely forg

like always, even with the ti

" I moved the doo

es

e rushed getti

said almost shu

He rushed to say, and I smiled noddin

," He waved and

osed to door, recalling the not so awkward

aped my lips when I was called by the nur

into his office. He took his eyes off the monitor

tiently as if it wasn't going to b

it with a shaky hand, and I could hear a loud pitch sound in my

I said them. It was written on the

hroat dried up like it lumped it. I tried to breathe, but it was hard. I knew t

ed up, and my lungs didn't feel like they could

s the en

thi

end?" I thought, holding

eard a faint voi

nds?" I thought, slowly

..

now," The famil

d, slowly getting of

explains calmly. Slowly the memories started to flo

oping he could say it was all a prank, or

n he struggled to say anything, another

tress and have as much r

commence treatment as soon

olling down my eyes. I felt hurt, my chest hurt.

live, I do. I didn't know what time it was when my phone beeped and it was a message fr

psycho finding someone to blame. I grabbed my bag in anger and immediately stomped out of the hospit

g and talking in whispers. I knew it wasn't about me but it

ried to her," I h

week," Another said and a man

led noticing my presen

haven't seen you around?

my response

sked looking at the ladies w

n," She whispered, I didn't want to hear anythin

aring at his office to see her there. The soon to be bride. She sat on his lap gigglin

deserve to live while I die. I worked my ass for this office, beyond my schedule and outside o

answered s

," I looked at him in ange

ng down, you are sure as hell going down with me," I stare at him walking out of my desk and