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ed in that house, your father or your brothers do not deserve you, they don’t know what they are

was my best friend for a reason, I could never hide my feelings and emotions from her, she took one look at me and knew I wasn’t okay even when I told her I was so I

lived alone for eight years and I have been isolated

ake light of how I

your crazy dad and have fun tonight, who knows, you might fin

r if they were into me, I won’t still be a virgin at twenty-

and I can’t go through such stress ever again, I am not cut out for the love stuff, not ev

d what it was like to be loved, the only person who loves and cares f

goddess has someone else for you, you haven’t f

holding

sitting with me in this car, she l

uld feel my wol

ou know that’s n

d she is getting married soon, and she is supposed to make

nd Rose

say anything again, l

cour

s the car ca

are

n Owhen, before I left, I wasn’t allowed out of the house unless I was going to Rose’s house and back t

t’s

ing and it was obvious that Rose was a regular here, after checking my ID, we were let into the club, the air inside the clubhouse was warm and welcoming and loud music was blasting.m, everyone inside seem to

our drinks, you ca

nd say hi to her as she went to get our drinks but no one acknowledged me, what did I expect? I didn’t attend school with anyone, I only went on graduation day and faced the biggest disgrace ever on that day, I wasn

pity party and

the first time since we got here a

y, I will

holding two glasses containing alcohol, yup,

o, if you let

hisp

l yes,

spon

nversation with your

she handed me th

wants me t

aking a sip

right

music but I pretended no

will keep pestering you un

who were at the table after us, my face heat

up R

ly happy she set me up, I politely smiled

na d

le dancer and would probably get chased

d cheer you on, you know I

ce level was low and she easily gets tipsy so I won’t be

ur

so much and would give their lives for her, her mate, who has been chasing her even before they turned eighteen and found out he was her mate, she could dance too, everything I didn’t have and would probably never have, the tho

Ariel, I wi

ed Rose for a dance, I wanted to yell at him to leave her alone and tell him she was taken twice already but I let her go and took my sorry ass back to our seat, I walked to the bar and ordered another drink, came back to seat down and watched my best friend dance with different people, she wa

me crushing back and I couldn’t help the frown that settled on my face, I suddenly wanted to go home to my bed and cry myself to sleep, but I couldn’t ditch Rose, not when she already looked drunk. Maybe I should take her advice and that of my Ae who has been silent and got laid, maybe I should, I looked around wondering i