g to deserve a woman like my mother. It pains me. It hurts when I think I am letting an innocent person get tricked by my mother. Somehow, I am hating this

an bleed but I don't want to get in

e doesn't live far away from our city. It will be better

where free by train. I feel so tired as well. My feet are hurting. Last night's tr

ll he recognize me if I call him? I ho

, I didn't feel bored. It was like an adventure since I never went anywhere a

d start following it. From the subway, the to

Where should I find Dad? I don't know. Dad never called me all of those years.

lunch. I should have eaten before leaving. But I wasn'

They won't care if I am not there. It's their lives and I don

und. Parents are here together, playing with them. What a beautiful scene! I

here and stopped right in front of me. I look up when

rown hair, and eyes are ocean blue with a dark black dot in them. His

ing. Probably staring at me with the same admiration that

y!" just said smiling brightly at

kid, staring at me with frowning eyebrows. My heart feels st

lay! Don't talk

... Did he cal

, with blurry vision, the tears are fighting with my mind to shed. However,

.. It's me, Leon

ain about all of my pain. I wanna scream and say that I missed him ev

g Mom. I didn't know that you were the innocent lovely

Da

hus

shushed me. Before I could understand anything, he started pul

" I call

e grunts. Why is he lo

" I said. I want t

at I don't want you to come here

aid I can com

call m

do you

rting. Am I ha

re the thing is that... My wife doesn't know that I have a daughter, OKAY? Also, I don't want to pu

you don't

me even if I die right in front of you. I don'

ncluding me as we

It's

ck with your new life. I am sorry. I just thought why not meet someone

a! Ple

Ah! I shouldn't call you that.

leave. Is everythi

he wraps her arm around my Dad's shoulder. I could see the trouble

g here. So this uncle helped me." I lied. It's better to let

verything

kes my father happier than

ead back home!

f Dad is happy without me and his past. I should let him. It

uld be hap

As if it wants to explode. Lo

etting darker and more painful. Am I going to die? Will the pain Stop if I

in lumping inside my throat, and my chest g

. Are you

...

right?" I said as it is re

ont of me sighs deeply. The deep expres

ow I am an athlete. I can run faster, I can swim, I can jump around an

. An utterly impossible thing. N

le. And I suggest you not to run, hold anythin

already heartbroken! Fuck. Just lie. Lie to me. Tell me

me pitifully. What the fuck are you to feel pity for m

arents!" I said

s not a matte

ghteen now. I can take my own decisions.

! It's not

will sue you and then kill myself and le

s nose frustratedly. That's great.

medication for an entire month. So you better take care of yoursel

born as fu

to break a sweat! Anyway, I need to leave now!" I stand up to leave but the

ght! Stay here. Leave

g. And kindly remind you, I have no mone

l pay f

some debt. Thank you, Doct

Let's play. Let's see how long the heart c

y Mom, My Dad, to them, I am nothing but the darkest pas