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m

e other. I was weak but I strengthened my body. I returned to the dining area and returned the plate I was ho

ned the dishes that I should have put in the kitchen. My tears flowed. I was

ait for manang to answer. My tears started to fall as I went upstairs. Next my

le looking up crying. I'm hurting. I was hurt by what I heard and s

l love ea

y eyes tightly, my mother couldn't do that. I cried even more when the image of

difficult. I slowly sat down while still crying. I'm in pain but I can't do anything. I

man

anang's voice and knock. I wipe

ice trembled

d that I was feeling bad. I shook my head because I'm not ok. I'm hurt because I'm your

ok" I

t's fine Sam, that's fine. He will learn to love. That's fine and you c

o

red the shower room and I immediately felt the cold water o

I finished. I went straight to the closet to get dressed. My eyes were puffy but I put a little make up on my face. I left the room and ac

other sofa. My heart ached when I remembered what they did. I want to tell them. I want to blame them but I'm afraid I'll be

looked at Sofia who was smiling at me. Is that true? I can't read sofia's

y mother even though inside I felt like I was being crus

" I turned to sof

ou up here tonight." I frowned

was hurt. I thought it was next week? I shook my head at So

usband and my heart ached again as he just stared at Sofia, e

m and I will bond as siblings." Sofia sai

se I still don't want to be with him. I looked

You made a promise

ious. I don't know what to feel. I looked at Kiel who was

asked tenderly but no one noticed. Their eyes

be civil. When it came to my brother it was diff

ll pick you up here to

eaning on my sofa where I was sitting while watching the two cat

car. sofia just waved at me and looked behind me where kiel was standing. I didn't look at my kiel to see what his reaction would be My son was in my arms while still drinking chucki

hurt

son. Manang is my second mother. She has been my nanny since I was a child. We sat on t

eyes were filled with worry. That's why he came to see me earlier because he saw what I saw. Next, my tears flowed

nd lifted him up and carried him in my arms before

to turn around again. I smiled sweetly as if t

room. I put austen on the floor causing him to

eeted me. My loose hair flew. I sat on another sofa here in

e even a little bit? I wonder if it is even a little bit worried? I wonder if he missed me

in the room all day while thinking. I'm goin

e yet, maybe he's busy with the meeting. We entered the car that was

e he was talking about this car that was a gift from Dad. Dad and mom are slowl

arking lot we could hear the loud music inside and people shouting. I pee

I already have a wife and child and this is not possible for me. I slowly went out and was surpris

elled of smoke and the light was dizzying. Sofia pulled me again and we firs

ia h

ed when she saw the people on the sofa while drinking. W

e. One by one they said their names but I can't remember. T

my friends. Their drinks arrived and they started drinki

are already drunk and I wonder what they are doing

man

hear. The music got louder a

nk t

aw that he presented me with a stron

is fine for me" I said smiling but he just

ly one Sam." He scolded and his friends even ki

. I immediately felt the flow of alcohol down my throat. Th

as I wanted to close my eyes. I tried to open my eyes but immediately felt

r sister." and eve

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