d the invitation; today, he and I had to take it to the printer to complete the printing request. We s

list of names,

he asked to which I s

," I mumbled, Sean, narrow

hamed of th

s Sean mean by saying, 'I'm ashamed of this marriage?' Instead,

all just acquaintances, unlike you." I

d again. Oh, God! What'

, looking at him, trying not to upset him. Sean put my guest list on the top o

ed in a bra; I shamelessly sighed his name; this was so delicious, millions of flying butterflies tickled my stomach. Sean unhooked my bra, which was in front of me, without realizing it when my shirt button was fully open. My posi

ht this pleasure, but Sean

ill covered in hotpants, I heard the sound of a car door closing, and we hurried to f

reath for a moment, then exhaled again when Sean re-attached my bra and h

ocked; I took a deep breath and then chuckled; I glanc

itation? Is it d

be, Mom,"

to rest for a while," said Mama, then lef

ntinue wi

ean's arm, and the

e perverted," I snapped, sq

n from my face behind my ear. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him momentarily, then kissed me again like a few moments ago. I t

Sean!" I said, trying

riana," Sean plead

n pulled his face away fro

hy

dy to do it anyway; he would be my fi

; I looked at Sean nervously mixed with embarra

had sex with

tion, I'm embarrassed. I shook my head while looking down; Sean

t list. I'm embarrassed; this is the first time a man has asked so openly about my sex life. Sean grabbed one of my hands which

while looking at me sincerely; I was stunn

ct. Giving up one's virginity is not like giving up a packet

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life and relationship. I started to open up to him, it's better than

at Sean didn't like women like me; I was clumsy and not like women in today's world w

candidate," said Sean; there was a little pride in me, but

t failed; maybe we weren't meant to be," he said;

his office. All eyes seemed to judge me from head to toe as Sean and I entered the e

s office so that I can breathe a sigh of reli

you?" I asked; Sean put hi

er people," he excused, I felt he was jealous,

rt me while I'm in my profession; for me, fans are an i

st that I want to appreciate the peopl

to be disputed; the look on his face changed the atmosphere around me into an uncomfortable one;

grip of his hand, and it protects my little hand. Sean introduced me

I asked as we entered his cozy stud

I feel embarrassed, stupid, and nervous simultaneously, but I also have to put a rule here; after he

nute, am

ner Goddess blushed as she

male boss like you," I said as I folded my arms in front of

s can arise between the

myself by forcing myself to admit I was jealous. My mood suddenly cha

ss has an affair with h

idiculous

that problem in the future; what is the wor

n you're angry and je

angry. How annoying is thi

luded, and I was disappointed. I woke up

e my profession," I said, then stepped out of

had brought me down to the lobby. I wouldn't say I like it when I'm the only one who has to follow the r

jealous of my fans?? But that's just my assu

be alone and think about something, this place became my choice. The cafe owner, a tall m

ure millionaire," Eden exclaimed, which mad

on't you bring him here?" Eden acte

I immediately distrac

to talk; I always liked t

possessive of th

ng too far to ju

met a few days ago at tha

tude, which I like about him. He can b

nd you're trying to take defensive steps because he's the same w

husband like Eden. The man's cell phone rang, and he begged to say goodbye to answer his cell phone call. Thinking back to Eden's

. I'm like consulting a psychiatrist right now about how

but try to understand; maybe his judgment is righ

; I admit his decision for me to quit the world that raises my name is a solid assumption,

t from all angles; you have to

and male employee. I stared out the glass wall, my first time in a relationship, a massive leap for me to not have to waste so much time dating, but I also felt this was a

e asked; I nodded; maybe Ede

ship going with a little risk going f

he same desire as me; my Inner Goddess is like a tee

employees isn't as easy as changing underwear; i

seriousness in his eyes, and like magic, th

re than you know; you'r

his beautiful golden eyes, trying to find something to argue with. Still, som

me, A

roposed and asked me to marry him; this is more than just listening to your lottery number being mentioned and then gettin