is empty and I'm starting t

posed to close the place down forgot to shu

e off the snow from my coat, wiggling a little when

he last time I stepped foot into a grocery store. If I need anything, I ha

ves on a headache. It's not always easy walking freely around. If it's not

to act nonchalant while attempting to take a selfie, other

guy, and I figure if I'm out and about and they ask nicel

rew up outside of Fenway park, waiting for a f

n out the first pitch there. I don't want to be the guy th

, I'm happy to oblige most of their requests. Insid

ntly hear a machine, possibly cleaning the floors. I keep my

it, I'm lost. When did so m

mutter to myself. I stop in front of the IP

king for the alcohol content. The last thing I want to do

tanding in. It is cleaning the floors. I keep myself i

one I'll like, I spot an

Is this a sign I

Yeah, that's probably a good idea, but tonight, I want to

door ajar. I play Eeny, Meeny, Miney, and Moe in my head while trying to deci

ie's

to be on my only day off. Not to mention it's New Year's Eve.

ing down the street. I've trudged countless mile

ming down. I have to admit though,

ine, but there is no way I can get my little Hon

We were supposed to go bar hopping to bring in the New Year, but with the crazy winter

ce. I was her maid of honor when she married Callum a couple of years ag

et tonight. So far, none of his previous setups h

arning to trust someone is exhausting. The wi

my heels, which is why I settled on wearing the pair of skinny jeans with a bl

bly have landed me in the hospital. That's the l

t away for a night. After my divorce, I took on extra shifts to kee

d to working them. Since Alec was the one who stepped out on me, I was

s right by the hospital. I'm able to walk to w

to live with that title. I'm embarrassed to admit it when my

working at the hospital and he

attracted me to him, but sadly, he wasn't

rse playing doctor in one o

. There is no way I could work near him after what he did. All of

about a million times what my resolutions ar

mes to chocolate and working too much. I need to mak

that until after New Year's Day. It's th

's content and eat whatever I want. I even packed a

dle of the night in frigid temperatures. My phone r

is, and Emerson's n

" I a

way?" The snow feels l

ate to see what it's going to be like wh

er apartment building, but I've only made it past one b

exercise. You wouldn't believe how much food I have here.

probably eat mor

'll start my diet i