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harmed, I ran as fast as my leg could carry me. The more I ran, the more it felt like he was meeting up with

. The thought of me getting killed, kidnapped or even raped frightens me, I was crying and running at the same,

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ng at the ceiling. I turned to look at my sister Jenny, who was sleeping on her bed which was next to mine, I was happy to find her s

option, at least she could get a job. It hasn't been easy for my mum, it was as if we get poor each day no matter how hard we work our asses out. I was only 18 but I had 3 part time jobs.My sister work all day when she was sup

sleep hoping not to have any bad dream anymore

and my elder sister proud. It was a big relieve to her, she wouldn't worry about school fees any more. They were so happy, they went round boasting ab

ed wondering if I would be able to cope in this school, I doubt if any of those rich kids woul

asking myself, but anyways I promised myself not

larship to study in another prestigious university and graduate with a first class, get a good j

I finished eating and was ready to leave, mum hugged me and was giving me tons of advice, I had remind her that I would be late,

d that majority of them were looking at my uniform with suprise. I guess they were wondering what a Royal height student was doing in a public bus. It never happens,

. I haven't even entered and they already noticed me, I felt so inferior, i was thinking if I made a wrong decision by applying for the scholarship at the first place, but I remembered mum's advice and what I had promised my self to do this mor

tered the building looking for my class, I did it a in way that no one will notice, I was already getting enough stares, which was inconvenient. I kept on looking down as I walked through the hall way. , Whenever I get to a particular class I quickly take a gla

morni

Are you new? "

was a new student, was it that obv

eet their teachers, only the few good ones greet, plus I haven't seen you

f my hair, my bag, my shoes which didn't look expensive. Ohhh what if other stud

told him my class and he did not only direct me but also took me to my class. Then he opened the door and told me to get in, I noticed the teacher was already in class teaching, but immediately he ope

he did not just bring me to class but also told the teacher I was new, I didn't know how I was going to

u came late to my class, interrupted my lecture and

I said loo

use I apologized to the teacher. Another girl said she thinks I was the scholarship stu

er as she was the only person on the chair , she was sitting at the second role, when she noticed I was coming towa

looked to my left and saw an empty sit, no one was sitting on it, alth

and shaking their heads, I didn't understand why they gave me those kind of looks, well for all I care, I have gotten a chair to sit and I would be sitting ther