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donated to me. Butterflies doing backflips in my stomach, I shivered at the thought of someone likin

r the internet, I had enough of creeps harassing me and stalking me that I didn��t need it to become real life. Online was enough to have me contemplating my life decisions. But this user

ays declined his request. Often, he��d send me large amounts of money which would be accompanied by private messages that would start off quite demanding and intimidating to him lecturing me for what I was doing. He would scold me for showing my body off to millions of people on t

stalkers so I was used to this by now but eventually, they��d get bo

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as exhausted and quite done for the night so I declined his reques

est and still get judged and harassment daily. It was exhausting not only deal

t, saying I am worthless and have no self-respect but no one questions why I d

e but then I was raped, I lost my virginity to a frat boy who thought drugging girls and assaulting them then videoing it was cool and something to boast about. After my rapist and his boys posted my video on the internet, it went viral and although a lot of people were angry and could clearly see that I was

I was getting worse and worse until one day, I overdosed and almost died and that��s when I knew, I couldn��t keep that up anymore, I knew

fire me, I did the honours and quit my job and after that�� well, here we are. I decided if they were all going to label me as a whore for being raped, I��d use that to my advantage and make money out of my body, because my video had gone so viral, I ha

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the side and lay back down on my bed, pulling the blanket over me, I sink into the comfort of my matt