Natalie

iley. Completely confused if I am supposed to warn her or If West is right a

st three days. I understand Riley’s confusion. But I don’t understand why the hell West is still

Both of them have been texting me a lot. I am reading her messages, but avoiding him. I will pr

I am missing you. Can we please ta

e it when you

home. I wa

‘Alo

n’t tel

sk her. She had a bad breakup a few months ago. I do not have the heart to tell her

ays liked her. I have been t

at happened that night?” Sh

e I think about it, the angrier I become at myself. For being so hasty. I feel even more pathetic about belittlin

t time but not beat myself about it. She doesn’t re

mer break?” I ask

eks redden. I can

mething I ne

idn’t notice she was finally being herself again. This is why she was so chirpy that night. My chest tightens agai

did

he is hap

?” I try to co

are kinda seeing each other.” I scoff internally. He i

r after that picnic we ha

s, I thought it won’t happen again. It’s like I am watching them getting into the car backseat al

hould have told you. But West was relucta

times. She thinks I am hurt

s. It’s a relief that she doesn’t ask me why

while and asks, “It’s somethi

ut I don’t have the strength to hide my

voice. “I always thought you guys might hit i

my tears. I swallow and tell

with me when he started pursuing her. But his

a relationship, Na

ok this fling between us to be a relationship. I am not sur

instead. Apart from his attempt to kiss me that night, we didn’t slee

ion is inde

iley. Will you guys

ic. “Please…” I tell her b

pits out of my mouth. It’s petty, but it doesn’t stop me from being envious of her beauty. Giving all of me all my attentio

e happily ever after, but I cannot sit around to watch

…

t school the next day and asks me in a har

our girlfriend. Di

tionship. The way it happened...” He trails off and continues as he looks at me

safe with me. If that’s what you are concerned

en before summer break.” I tak

confirmation and say, “All that time we

dens again. “Don’t tell me you expected that

eyebrow. “G

fuck, Natalie. Tha

ce. I tell myself he is deliberately saying this to hurt me. To shut me up for

ht serve you some purpos

, I am an

didn’t go worse that night. I also wish I hadn't snapped at him and had gone to that park w

…

ve me alone for good. So it shocks me when

you. Riley misses you too… what’s point of r

ely wonder if he is deranged or something. I was quite ha

cking me. Don’t misinter

while. I smirk thinking

ue. Maybe we could meet

ng list to fuck and yo

hs ago that this is how we will treat ea

et not telling the truth to Riley when it was time. Now my

me tried to corner me in groups. They said they can show me a good time if I let them cluster-fuck me. I sh