s the ropes. I run to the bathroom

nt of the sink waiting for the pain t

knocking

! Mavi benim!

: Be

traight away and t

happy I am

about you, I

ands m

: H

sanitary napkins ins

ove you! You sa

r shut and do w

I find Betül sitting on the bed.

you take

o wait at least 20 minu

r? (Are you really

batiyor. (Can't you see it? I f

y for me, they

u're ve

on't even raise my h

ave her alone, she

going to ti

ozaman? (Why di

rol you. Don

e door. I was glad not to

nd I feel much b

re you

wn: Dünya varmış.

s and seei

blue? Don't tell me

s a man from

üzgar böyle bir şey yapmaz.

my life on t

never raised

he hurt me sev

, I know. But he h

eart ? You're

He thought of you demek ki (meaning). He could very we

rget what he did to me. He c

being respected, that'

ike being taken

ntil you get home. Aslinda teşekkür etmen l

kidding me there! I li

ydi, ölürdün. Sen dua et, bu yatakda sadece bağli kaldin! (I swear to you that if Rü

liva, I don't like to t

nds of his enemies, do you

're not men, they're bastards! Rüzgar also does disgusting thin

his words seriously? I don

lu dur. Senin güvenliğin için. (Be good until

ce are the saf

k bir şey bilmiyom. (I can't answ

me to the police huh, no need to keep me h

everything and nothing. I was not hungry, nor Betül. I feel

... Celia suddenl

: M

hat

to go downstai

t why? Wh

of the door, I don't wan

hat

voices of the guys. I arrive outside and see Can.. ar

LEAVING HERE

ho do you think you are

ing towards

looks

: M

surprised for two or three seconds, but I push him awa

. “addressing me to Can” Senin burda n

ought you had gone back to France, but when your mother called me

e?! (What do

e traces? You have a bruise on your f

ay from him: Can

're surrounded

It's my life, I

at you whore!

if it doesn't s

d you h

o, it's

fending him,

Excu

are ri

Sen benim hiç bir şeyim değil

t the place to

don't even want to hear your name an

: M

ne out with you! Pislik her

irakmam! (I won't

, but it's no use Rüzgar won't let go of me.. and

d to me? You fucking disgust me, nasil yapabildin bunu bana?? Ben bunu hak e

, gel konuşalim. (Mavi

ou! Senin gibi pislik heriflerle işim olmaz!

e bastard between him a

astard to whom

between the two bef

ack already, get out of here if you

tamam. (Rüz

are you to

an't sh

he's right, so

shut yo

e. He was going to hit him too but

n't come back here because

egret it! You're min

especially not yours! Fuck it, it's over

l see, I'l

e:

rd when Rüzgar grabs my a

Go in

Ama..

COME

with the nerves. I pay no attention t

ng on me with the other blonde, and he dares to

throw it on the floor...

larini hak etmiyor! (I'm not gonna cry.. Mavi don

e, it's a habit. I hold back my t

ring the

to take me

isin? (You

, I'm tir

cheats on you and he still runs behind you. In fac

e must

gs open, and R

çik! (Bet

d we are alone .

did he fi

ing this question

: M

telephone networks, he must have fou

R:

: He

eah, b

back? He won't listen t

receğide var. (If he c

to solve everyth

in people now if you

dow. Dad if only you were here.. you would have prot

Rüzgar take the

ase don't

nside. I take a deep breath and feel relie

gain, there's no point in me tying you up.

ask you a

ilent, I take

I'm nothing to you, you could leav

danim susmaz, bana yakışmaz yani. (I'm not that bastard! You're in deep shit because of me, I don't wan

a hiç inanmazdim. (Bah say, I

ds for

cond quest

starting t

lemiyom ki. (But I'm n

at do y

take me to the pol

seni kaçirirlar! Simdi keş sesini, ve burda uslu hard! (Don't be so sure. You don't even have to trust the cops i

g to go out but I don't know wh

: Tha

I thank him especially for the other night, when I tr

he says something to my mother? When will I go home? One thing

but on the other hand I don't. How dare he come here after what he did to me? This guy really has no pride, if he thinks I'm goin

: Ma

and turn my head. I

a: Are

s you c

s your e

e:

y did h

be forg

he still

ou ask too m

e the righ

ia! If he really loved me, h

stake. If he came this far, t

back? If I hadn't come to Spain, he would continue to fuck wh

are cheat

nything at all, I exp

t Celia. You're d

that means he noticed your absence and was

ously. She is

e in my place, you would j

that a guy runs behind me. Why cont

end cheats on you, w

Wel

look at each ot

s it again, will yo

s on me, it's fo

what is

If he went elsewhere, it's because

e a

t because she can't give herself to him before marriage, h

e's a man huh, th

ds! If you go out with a perverse psychopath it is normal that he

Ok

elationship as they say! If I said yes to go out with him, it's because I trusted him. He ma

over now,

m, more precisely in her wardrobe, is going around

arsa görsün. (It's over now, he j

you speak

to freshen up my face. I take a

question, before

Go a

you reall

e :