sy'

files on the table. I was to put the old files int

Hawaii. He begged me to help him out while he went off to a meetin

with some publishing companies. He said if I ever muster the courage to fi

e world. I wanted to write teen fiction since I was still a

writing about. The love sto

hen mom died, I could see the wa

calm and patient person and she was the brain beh

friend, came to live with us with a baby bump. I was happy at first when she ar

ame bed with dad when she told me to shut my trash or she'd send me to my mom in heaven

ood signified. He told me the little he could and referred me

rs after she had g

age 3, on my

ted her since then and I knew the feeling was mutual. As much as I t

have been friends since childhood. She was amongst those who had always taunted me for my young age and

e thing I disliked about her. She was too wayward and she seems to be enjoying it, not unt

around the house in tears like a widow because a man dumped her ass, she'

her died. Her mother barely had time for her and Ma

as she does. Maria didn't admit it but I knew she loved him. Eric was a cool,

if someone walks in on them in the act? I thought as

med. "Remember you ha

I always try not to reminisce on that night. It

as a w

uncing back and forth,"

ace in shame a

would kill me. I can't take that sort of embarrassment. And

touches. When I protested against having sex, he pushed himsel

itial pain was inevitable as he too

to his strokes but he became aggressive after a while and beg

control of his emo

thless and when he recovered his strength, he pulle

t to do and slapped him in

ed by blood, wore it over my head, and picked up my

, was still within the vicinity. I got to the car to see him sleeping soundly with his head on the s

e off in silence. I was mad at myse

who was in the living room. After greeting her, I ran past her,

ng in my private part as

gain. "I thought you said t

ant but it occurred to me that I w

*

ith the work I was given and I felt like going home. Dad said he would

when it came and I quickly used the toilet to rinse

otic books. I'll have to steal it because I won't be able

corner and I thought of getting h

gs would change just within

ns to kiss and be kissed, I was a virgin and I

g sex is addictive. I felt like having sex again....with him. Yes,

or and took the elevator down to the second f

n," Mik

amed at him as I p

led as he looke

een?" He stood

red as we disengaged from

he is

s a meeting with

ut we finished 20 minu

ou around then.

is no problem?

to go home. But I want

d give him a cal

on't see him, I'll come back here before

ur

ht, by

sy. My regard

aid with a

ff think aunt S

y's office was adjacent to his and he might be having a conversatio

d out of his office. I was sure dad was

et inspiration, and if possible start my book. I have the plot alrea

zy's door. There was no respo

Susana wasn't my mom. She used to chat with me anytime I went to visit th

were closed and the sunlight couldn't penetrate the office. I

he sight before me. Dad was having

as I watched the two lover

ore coming into the office. I wouldn't h

ept on with their business. Dad's trouser was

d because while I was growing up, I used to hear the sounds of

ritating. I couldn't withstand the sig

r her nudity. Dad wore his trousers before turning back to look at me. Lizzy ra

nd shook my head as a

o me. I struck a finger out telling him to st

ated all of a sudden and I covered my mouth wi

got to the bathroom and I vomited all I

th concern as I washed my face wi

d, and went out of the bathroom and office