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rth to California because she had a business there to take care of. In one year, I spent a month with her in Calif

ome true. I support her in everything she wants as much as I can. The

re the day of our mission began, I said goodbye to use one month of my sick leave. I knew that when I was

smile and laughter were incomparable. With her, my world revolves when I'm not at

she is the woman of my dreams and I have loved her dearly my whole life

barked on the mission I had talked to my private detective to find out everything sh

video calls. Not always, as long as we have a conversation sched

our social media accounts. But there was a chance that I received a photo of her wi

d already met her business partners. I carefu

doesn't matter to me. I'm not easily jealous as long as I don't g

ographed at a hotel where they checked in. The time and day when it happened a

o weigh my emotions. Since then she has rarely talked to me in texts, chats,

nt her first, I preferred to talk in pers

ing. That was the man in the picture sent to me by my private investigator. I investigated without h

n conjunction with the reaching of the bouquet. Elissa knew I had s

felt so bad, that I lost my seat. I don't care if people can hear me or not. I poured out all

? I thought we understood each other but I'm the

in me. Being an official at work, especially the struggle that was so hard I was ab

pain she caused in my he

it haunts my mind. I tried to control my emotions so that my work wil

omplicated because my head became hot. I was overcome by emotional devas

ood decisions. I'm so exhausted and in pain. I wanted to kill people because of the pain I felt until I realized I was

rs flow as I

rcement. I suddenly thought of resigning, with all the

just resign but let me try. I was right in front of the person to whom I handed th

on letter, I'll be fine!" I said

he look, I saw him immediately sign my resignation letter. I thought he would take longe

left that office after sig

er spoke to me. Trying to convince

else they say to enlighten me I will still go home an

alled my parents and let them know that I was home s

s the strongest right when I drank it. I feel like I won't be affected by drunkenness so

gover. I immediately took a shower and got dressed to go out. I took a taxi so tha

ed alone. I got drunk and had sex with a beautiful woman. There was a VIP r

uldn't get up, my whole body hurt, including my head, as if it was going to break. The pain I f

, they treated me with love, maybe they sympathized with me. Three days later I was released fr

also the number of days I don't go out of my room. My M

ave the room but I didn't. I wasn't ready to talk to Dadd

out warning, I was punched. I was startled and twisted in pain. I chase

you!" Daddy's mouth

t because of that woman,

what you have to

ess inside while caressing the part of my body that had been punched.

m. My Mommy came in without me knowing. After parting the curtain, a cold

n the side of my bed and watched me. I was taken aback by her stare as

son, please l

what Mommy said. But no words came out of my mouth. I j

me to Tagaytay with you. Prepa

hen back away. She looked at me first before turning aro

take care of my body. I was shocked by what I saw in the mirror, my hair was grown out and

front of the mirror. I first shaved my beard before I took a ba

side first. I caught my parents

ntly watching. I sat down next to h

aking care of me. I'll be with yo

t the condo unit. After I got a haircut I still felt relief in my head. I decid

em while driving my car. The road was not busy so we got there easily.