nd bawl my eyes out too because I definitely don't want to go without her. My boss informed me over the phone yesterday night that there was a meeting he had to attend and forgot to inform me

er the phone. I will be b

of tears left her eyes and slid

u know it." I replied as I wiped her face with my hanky and a little frown. If

ing to take her away. I didn't like it when Amari cried and because I knew that

ked to the wall clock directly above the TV. 30 minutes to

d down with her on my chest

e?" Bonnie was one of h

t out to buy candy for her

d she sa

a told us to make a wish.

nd thought about scared me. Sometimes her questions caught me unawares and in as much as I answer them to my best abilities, I don'

calls. You'd get to see my face and I'll get to see yours and blow you kisses. And when I get

pinky with hers. "Pinky promise baby. You know I love you too much to just leave and

hat she wasn't being as vocal as usual. I left the room with her in my arms and then gave her to her grandma. She did give me a sloppy kiss on

to pick me up because it's my fault you didn't have a prior knowledge. I was supposed to hav

alize that he wore royal blue suits more than any other color but today, the jacket and tie were missing and the top buttons were unbuttoned. He looked as normal as the other people around him. I lik

they're rich and influential or popular and you're just a secretary. Like Lucy, Jeniffer, Brielle, Anthony, Lucian, Michelle, Sandra, Mira, and t

ot showing up on time. I should ha

a bad mood. Knowing fully well that I couldn't make calls in the plane, I plugged in my earphones and facetimed my

mmy

miss you so

and she said that and I looked at my boss. His back l

." She didn't say

d you spoil her too much. I've been saying that. I knew I spoiled her to my

piz

y and picked up my bag and followed him. It was when he handed my boarding pass over to me that it occurred to me that I was supposed to have booked flights but it had skipped my mind c

ck at the end of the day. Stupid ignorant... My

mmy

to go now. I'll call yo

ed and kissed the screen too and I disconnected and put the phone in my handbag and then looked at the boarding pass I just co

's

light would help me sleep since I didn't sleep the night before. Lack of sleep made me snappy and

ends and family but when you really think about it, you'd realize that they can only go so far. There are things you can't do or share

n't? Why does Keith have Danica and I have no one? Why does Sammy have someone and I have no one? Why does Iyana have someone and I have no one? Why does my mother have someone and me, h

about her body. Her whole life dealing with comments of such nature. She had insecurities. She wasn't perfect by the world's standards. She cooks so well, she's a good friend, she's sweet and so many things even though she was a pushover. She was married to someone that is perfect by society's standards when looks are involved, and in as much as I love Keith I

ted and hoped sl

na'

turn off the alarm. I slipped back into sleep again only for the second alarm to

I really needed to set up to 7 alarms

still not out and I began wondering what was going on. I considered going to knock on his door. We were staying in a suite, so I was in one room while he was in the oth

or. I knocked and waited for him to open the door. When

eathing and I wasn't just imagining the groan. I let out a breath when I felt the rush of air from his nose hit my finger. I took deep breaths to calm myself. I unfortunately had a way and talent of imagining the worst case scenario and it was terrible. I looked at the bottle of medicine on the bedside drawer next to a bottle of water. Sleeping pills. No wonder he wasn't waking up as I expe

ked myself before I realised what I was doing. I was ogling a sleeping man in a sexual manner. What the actual fuck? You creep. You were supposed to let h

h the duvet and left the

see how you'll sleep at night w