with a wink, making me

on, and we were off

having the time of my life, all the little life

get, at least until I'm locked back

to play, back in that room the only play time I had was reading books about t

of an 'Ice cream shop'

t to eat it but t

d behind the steering wheel he was jumping up and

ho was dressed like a bad boy, y

just stared back trying not to lau

uy without feelings, but in front of you I want to show you who I really am, because who I'm

ean?" I asked

n the window, a guy who was dressed around the sam

ndow with a bad look on

ng car, how many times do

our car I wanted to make sure you didn't kidnap her or some

are you doing?" he

en doing down here anyway?

up and need your help," Th

m covering the window frame probably so th

Michael asked his eyes, f

Colby explained, and Michael's eyes went into more

e you have to help!" He

we met in front of the car he took my hand

the street with her throat slit and she

to dying a couple times, and all I cou

you do?" Colby said, runni

screaming and Alastair told me not to

er throat?" He

ad of answering his question Colby asked a question. "Ho

arted screaming

telling dad to stop putting you in charg

, suddenly Colby pinned Michael up

me and that woman there will be you," Colb

u go open that door for me," He pointed to the far wall

carried the dying woman inside and came

ell him you fucked up, once again." He attempted to hold my hand but I moved away and po

id and nodded bac

llowed him back to the car. He opened the back trunk and took out a

go sit down and wait for me. I shou

ight, so we started to walk towards the doors. I ope

bathroom and I made m

ing something with a banana in it. I cringed when th

menu which was full of colors li

white to make

r

, and many others, they all look so amazing. Well al

front of me with his

about that," He sa

out over a dead body and watching the woman choke on her own blood.

t I'm a part of huh?" He asked seriously trying

, and it has chocolate drizzle

attention, I looked up at him out

I asked

ng happened," I just blink

retend like nothing hap

r was having an afair with and shot her in the back of the head twice, I can still hear

ooked back at Colby who had

nt alone, but with me you don't have to pretend it was nothing, I know it's scary and awful and I sh

ng in two all those years of suppressed emotions,

y body shook

y wouldn't listen, Colby got up and walked around the ta

oothing down my hair, holding my head to his chest,

look up at him , my face soaked from tears and mascara running

my arms around his neck to hold his

d away from me picking up a napkin and wiping the black sme

you want?" He asked w

thinking of whi

h the nuts and the chocolate drizz

the cashier and nodding before placing a ten dollar bill on

aring and I started to feel uncomfortable

use he whispered to me. "L

," I

d we headed outside to where a

took a bite of my ice crea

in from the cold

ell you it was cold,

aid, trying to w

, you know, since we're engaged now and every

, what's up?" He asked,

bout what your family

does huh," He sa

o tell me I'd unders

ated, my dad is a businessman, of

ream, getting a caramel chunk and sucking the ice cr

lyn?" I was watc

everything that needs to be done at home, which is prob

also very boring after a while," I said lo

e, yet rather I stay home since, you know," He li

finger to make sure it wasn't dry, and i

hes out when I lifted that d

I said, putting down my ice crea

going anywhere," He s

e hurt, pleas

sh our ice cream and then I'll go to the

s fast as I could so he

ny faster," He said taking another b

lby , you're hurt," I

me with you, I don't want to waste it

ou in pain," I took his hand in mine before continuing. "-And besides we are getting married, so w

d placed a gentle cold kiss on th

ce cream we threw out the contai

on his shoulder and shook my head. He was in enou

as I walked to the passenger's side and go

irt soaked from blood; I was

?" I pleaded with his sweat soaked hand, I knew how much p

agreement, he started the engine and went of

ing lot; he choked out a cough while

r and nearly fell

s arm up and around my shoulder carrying him tow

t I had to go thro

in my throat, what do I

ked out; he was heavier

Colby had been losing so much blood

talkie and a doctor showed up shortly after shaki

a," The doctor sighed. Helping me

calling his parent's so you don't h

I blushed as the w

n," The doctor rolled his e

wo opening doors behind where Col

down in a hard plastic chair

look at the playground or the ice crea

bnoxious ticking clock over the front desk tickin

familiar feeling, but it made m

king me jump out of my seat, the lady at

, it's not his first rode

e comes here a lot, the doctors a

am I going to have to worry

t time b

am; I bit my lip to st

shoul

d through the revolving doors; of co

his worried faced mother who h

listair who came in like a bul