on me she let me stay another day, but today was my last day here. I had no money left, no food, nowhere to stay, my credit card was bl

g every day now, so I picked up without looking first and say: 'Ill

Have you found a doctor yet?' She asked through the phone. Even if I couldn't see her, I st

hat she won Miss Tucson six years ago and that she worked at a news station for a while. I have be

our phone. What are you going to do than? What if someone stabs you

ld I stay? 'Elly.' I whispered. 'I'm going to the library again. I will search for a woman shelter, okay. I will d

ause you wo

didn't care for me then and she didn't now. I don't even think she would pick up the phone if I called her. It's not like I am pregnant because I had sex for the first time. You remember I told you about the time I had to move and had troubles making

ent to his house and threw myself crying in the arms of my teacher. Martin was always there for me, so he cuddled me until I was done crying. Or I thought I was done crying, because he sta

ick shower. This could be my last shower for a really long time. I had no idea where my life should go to o

I left my motel room

e was so sweet for me and I totally get I couldn't stay he

mother know that you are here all by y

ked me out of the house. I can'

owner shook her head.

here was a toilet I could use. I stayed here a lot. I think the guard even recognizes me now. Well I knew he did, bec

k you

nning to get gray hair and was older than Vin. He was fri

ay

for a few days now haven't you? Are you looking for so

'I am looking for my aunt. I know she lived here, but the house

your au

. Hanna

me to my house? Eat some lunch with us?' I think he saw the look I gave him, because he took a step back. 'I promi

. I learned that. But this man seemed nice and he

grab my c

rove to an small house with dirty windows. This didn't look good. What the hell did I get myself into? When Ben stepped out, I hesitated for a few second. No there was no going back.

well or so it seems. The paint was almost peeling off of the house and the door cracked loudly

home for me.' he apolog

say. I always remember it because I loved the saying. I loved the first house we lived in but also becaus

nd with a big smile, made me s

The walls were once white, but now almost yellow. The brown car

you come to the hallway? I brought s

d back. Then an older lady stepped out of the kitchen with an apron on and some wet spots on her clothes. 'You brought anoth