TRA

what yo

n't force anyone here. If you want to go,

n go." I watch him go to open a f

m after seeing the big

und. A part of me feels proud that I didn't let my guards down while the other is busy getting sad and feeling guilty. That part is dreading what I did.

cause I hate for people to go into my past. Like, go behind me to find out about me. I can't believe they went that far. For that, I don't want an

ar when the car I came in s

drop you." T

conclude the internal battle going through i

d off at my apartment and spoon after spoon, I thought of th

s super nervous and taken off gu

voice directly. He spoke to me and he as

want." I mimic

t I am not a dreamer therefore, I don't want to fantasize about him. There can't be us. It can't happen, it doesn't

the remote to search for any cartoon channel and begins to

a familiar face... wait... it's Jake and he's sitting on my second couch whi

ght curve due to the serious expression he wore now, the straight nose sitting at its rightful place and.. lips..so full pink and tempting. He's not looking at me but at what he had in his hand called a phone. I wish for him to look up at me b

" That all too

room?" My gaze is sca

ld I give

re I slip into an unpla

come to my house? W

take my

th my nostrils and also made it clear that

face with

u're taking time to accept my help to take you off the floor? Well if you don't wanna get up, a

up immediately

the meantime. I want to call the

there and the only person on the bed and

asp and run

s a thief..". He

isn't.

ha

my best fr

ack and walks out of the room, I

g her. When she doesn't wake, I go for water t

her eyes land on me, she h

e matter?

I couldn't..oh God. It was

did something to her and she'

ou fa

, did you kn

etend to no

ord. Can yo

ke my

ou saw him. I swea

kno

ome? What the hell will he be do

tell

e do i

nished, my friend had her mouth opened as wide as that of a shark and she look

nking what I

ect a silly r

an't let you go so he came to pick you

on my feet to leave her to

me, T

inally and there's this hottie still sitting on

e you doing

e moment he ra

u in a while. Most girls will kill for this opportunity and you're just letting it slide. Are yo

." I feel so high now. Lik

would you work for me? It's a humble req

?" The word left too quickl

ts. Now, will y

u came." I still

S

Why wouldn't I t

it but just...I can't. "I will inform Liam to contact y

ow

ere since last night and I n

Does he have dark circles around his eyes? A

d you g

." He's quick to answer this a

pack a few

e and your needs during that time are in

just say goodby

pers and when I turn, I see

nd when it comes your shine will be uncontrollable? See, you got everything you ever wa

Anyway, I am off to work

many

week he

u're chanced. Wish yo

he college." I

n't believe

ha

oom breathing the same ai

, I'm sorry that he mistook you

ctually blessed to

and pull her cheeks lig

I turn, she motions with

t is

ears. "Don't come back without a bump

na!" I s

t comes once in a lifetime. Grab it by a

advice to your self

up in Brooklyn NY for the shoot. It was su

f dance they want me to is sensual and I have to do it in front of Jake, some

of him. It's more like performing in his video but in a very sexy

front of the

ng given to my

the remaining part outside but in another country. Then a third part also in ano

in, tearing my heart a

with a

t." Karen al

s go

myself from not saying a pray

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