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y when I found out who I would be working with. Darius was the “it” guy in Hollywood right n

been in. I can’t believe I get the chance to work with him. I wondered why he was even doing t

ce to work with my crush. Not a lot of people can say that. This is a dream come true and a major step up in

rt in the commercial and then we would be doing promo photos for the product together. So, I knew I w

t little inner voice we all have started telling me I couldn’t do this. That I was going to fail. I shut that shit do

working with him fun. I really hoped that was true. I mean you hear stories, but you never know what’s true and

im. I needed to get myself in check. The last thing I wanted to do was act like a total fan girl a

nally, I started to calm down. They made me feel right at home. They all stopped what they were doing so I looked in the mirror to see if they

. I told the ladies I would be right back, and they looked at me nervous. I wondered what that was all about. I walked

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round when I’m done I can get you the number for a great personal

he think he was? The ladies thankfully didn’t comment on what just happened. I was so hurt and felt like I could burst into tears at any moment. I snuck a glanc

hell could he be so upset about? I wondered what he was telling them. I did nothing wrong. All I did w

behind him where he couldn’t see me, but I could still hear what he was saying. I wasn’t going to let him talk bad about me or try and ruin my career befo

the guy everyone wants to hire. There is no way I am working with some no name fat ass. All s

ch an egotistical jerk. The things he was saying about me had me seeing red. I wanted to crush this fool, but I was not goi

known he would end up being a jerk. They aren’t called crushes for no reason. They are meant to do

ith a smile on my face I walked back to let them finish getting me ready. Once they were done they told me I looked beautiful. They took me to wardrobe and I hoped by the time I was done Darius woul

longer excited. I was letting this jerk get the best of me. Time to put on my big girl panties and crush this commercial. I’m not going

d. He wants someone that makes him “look good.” Pretty pathetic if you ask me. I didn’t have time for this. I wasn’t just going to

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where to be found. Guess he didn’t want to work with me so he just decided to walk off. Fine by me. I didn

for how I was treated by Darius. He told me he informed his manager, so I should be expecting an apology because she didn’t

ome after the day I’ve had. I needed a hot bath and a bottle of wine. I was so over it all

here and why the hell was he by my car? I didn’t want to deal with this jerk right now. I have had enough of

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s because the producer called him out on his shit. If he was so sorry he wouldn’t be here with that smug smil

ed him to go away. His attitude made him ugly. He was just some fool that thought he was all that.

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rainer and now he wanted to take me out? This boy must be tripping. What was his angle? No way would I ever go an

to go but don’t worry I forgive you

rlier. He didn’t even know what had just happened. He looked dumb founded. He seriously thought I would say yes? That b

went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of wine. I went into the bathroom and started my jacuzzi tub and put in my favorite b

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ld follow my dreams. When I got paid for the first movie I starred in I bought her a house back in our hometown to thank her. She wasn’t cut o

ave now is close to my age and had really helped me to branch out. It was as if I had hit stardom overnight. Now I wa

o I could get a role in his new movie. Guess that wasn’t happening now. The producer was not happy with how I acted. I can

e seemed to love her. That she was the type of sweet girl I needed to be seen being nice to. That it could save my image. How could she save my career? I’ve never even heard o

e drove and decided to just go and wait by it. I hated having to do this. I felt like I was a child being scolded for doing something wrong when I was a grown damn man. I did act li

e me look better and helped my image. The women that were thrown at me by my manager. I was all about my career. I didn’t have time for anything else

her but all she did was put me down. This chick didn’t know who the hell she was talking too. I could end her career. I thought this was going to be

had a date tonight. No use worrying all this drama right now. I will call my manager later and tell her I did what she

It’ll all be fine. My manager just worried over every little thing. I did the commercial I apologized to everyone, so it

eat dog world. I had to change the way I talk, dress, act, and look. They had control over every aspect of my l

azzi, I should be fine. They were the ones blowing everything out of proportion. Maybe instead of going off on me they sh

s girl and that girl. I had to be seen at all the latest clubs. Now they want to complain about a

ll them where I was going to be. That got old fast. I never had any privacy. Now I was the one they wante

her when she was an extra in a movie I was starring in. We hit it off right away she seemed really laid back

o be there. So tonight, I just wanted to have some fun and unwind. I didn’t want to be the Hollywood heartthro

t of my car and knocked on her door. She answered wearing nothing but a barely there bra and panty set. She only wanted me because she thought it would further

all. I kept thinking of Stacia. Bet she would use a guy just to get a part. I get why she turned me down even though I was shocked. I loved a

ize to Stacia and this time mean it. I just thought she was another fangirl wanting me to make her famous.

anyone but me. After my pizza came and I of course signed a few things for this guy I sat down on my couch. I