place. I was not ready

t w

his day by having dinner with me as a thank you? I can cook better than you obviousl

ner offer, let's see how your cooking ability compares to mine." He smiled and

He asked me, while he was sitting down in the small dinin

y and I can make a delicious one. "I'm eighteen, and well I

at he would see me in a more romantic setting. I tried to brush it off, hoping that he didn't

houldn't as

use he became your savior this morning. My mind was a

I've never been this close with a boy in my entire life before. And

t even be having these thoughts about you. I shouldn't be taking advantage of

tayed frozen, I could feel his lips hover on the base of my neck. I could feel his breath fanning

ding about your cooking skill." I could see that he was adjus

lder than you, he's a grown-up. You're

fight my

ike the ones in the restaurants. Okay, I will give you points for cooking." He was c

n his spaghetti again. I got up and get us water and glasse

ess stuff. I don't care about the newest shade of lipstick that was perfect for the season, or the

ven helps me with the dishes as I made us some coffee. He was sitting

e attempt this morning. But he was stating it so, without any judgment, he wasn't offend

ore important stuff to do than spending your day with a suicidal teenager." I

ment this morning. You proved that by showing up at Archie's and committed yourse

doing this Marissa, you should really stop me." He was cupping my face with

situation before. My heart was racing

issa

ences. I don't know what to say, I wa

. It was light and sweet, he was molding his lips with m

" His voice was intoxicating, he was luring me into do

ted me like I was fragile at the same time. I was making sounds that I never knew I could.

eavily. "I really need to go now. We need to do this

"Damn it, Marissa, you are too good for me baby, you're too innocent." He g

're also the first one that seen me in my birthday suit. No regrets, I'm living this day by day as

s feeling the urges that I only

e one. I don't want to ruin you. Fucking hell Marissa, I definitely have to restrain mysel

rinding me, he was hard, he was really hard down there. I was snaking my hand

oked at myself in the mirror as I walk to close and lock my front door. My lips were swollen,