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kissed her on the cheek. I don't regre

ed to protect her from all the bad in the world. Although, I knew she had a

oth sat in the cafe. She had a chocolate mu

after we were talking abo

the screen, I saw the look of fear

to get this" she says, se

he goes outside, puttin

te and i was a window, an

nversation but then her face that

she was okay when I heard, "You won't fin

outing through the phone

s around in my direction and it was then I

n" she spits before hangin

oke. No one s

I ask, after a

ve been abused before, and I didn't want anyone

" she says, her voice is firm

felt my heart dro

o leave me alone." She repeated, this

g wrong?" I ask, r

g was checking

atening to kill someone, I hope a

om me" she spits,

aken

s been told that I would be lonely and that no one loves me. When I me

ou near me." Sh

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t to do, I didn't

away, not bothering to

she wanted to

look like an idiot for tryin

days l

since Charlotte comple

peak to her, and it was h

until Thursday last week and

up to me, m

was hurt. And I did

ing going on, but she turned on

ive her the abilit

gnored

Charlotte for another hour,

e I was sat next to her

uldn't sto

t I wanted h

wants her to show m

to hug her and ac

ow co

be giving her the

piece of pape

re

iting made me realis

rt of me want

I d

ordered a coffee befo

s a bitch. And I hurt you. Unintentionally. I mean, I thought if I was harsh, you would willingly stay away from me. You

s up to you, but know if you want me to, I will explain everything and I mean, evrything to you. The man you heard

nk this was no excus

any friendship or relationship is hard. It's hard because I'm dangerous. I'm never ever in one place f

wants m

f you accept my apology, meet me and

ope you have an amazing life. And

I'm

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de what I was

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