nking about him. What happened? Why? After all, we in no way fatally harmed each other, we did not cheat or lie to each other, nor had we any significant rela

, wouldn't seek my company, and insist on spending all our time together. After all, he liked me, always wanted to be with me and share his interests, joys and worries with me. What's going on? What

. Someone wise once wrote that when a woman showers, puts make-up on or does her hair, then al

dible relief. Patrick was a lesson – the last one. The final test and the last stag

"slaps" until I felt that this was already my last test. There is a change;

; that all of a sudden I don't need a strict agenda and schedule for each day, for each second; that I can just lie in silence while reading, surfing the Internet, or watching TV next to my partner and his family; that I don't have to be at work until midnight, but can easily handle everything and be done by 4 pm and devo

ng only self-discipline, creativity and energy to create, s

ld HE hav

idea that he had loved me incredibly. Perhaps for the first time, he began to love a woman reall