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III Dreams

Word Count: 1551    |    Released on: 10/11/2017

ever commit another one.” At this point I recalled all the peccadilloes which most troubled my conscience. &ldquo

y something to me, and sit down beside me. So every day we shall go to the same spot, and be friends together, and I shall kiss her. But no! That would not be right! On the contrary, from this day forward I never mean to look at a woman again. Never, never again do I mean to walk with a girl, nor even to go near one if I can help it. Yet, of course, in three years’ time, when I have come of age, I shall marry. Also, I mean to take as much exercise as ever I can, and to do gymnastics every day, so that, when I have turned twenty-five, I shall be stronger even than Rappo. On my first day’s training I mean to hold out half a pood [The Pood = 40 Russian pounds.] at arm’s length for five minutes, and the next day twenty-one pounds, and the third day twenty-two pounds, and so on, until at last I can hold out four poods in each hand, and be stronger even than a porter. Then, if ever any one should try to insult me or should begin to speak disrespectfully of HER, I shall take him so, by the front of his coat, and lift him up an arshin [The arshin = 2 feet 3 inches.] or two with one hand, and just hold him there, so that he may feel my strength and cease from his conduct. Yet that too would not be right. No, no, it would not matter; I should not hurt him, merely show him that I—”Let no one blame me because the dreams of my youth were as foolish as those of my childhood and boyhood. I am sure that, even if it be my fate to live to extreme old age and to continue my story with the years, I, an old man of seventy, shall be found dreaming dreams just as impossible and childish as those I am dreaming now. I shall be dreaming of some lovely Maria who loves me, the toothless old man, as she might love a Mazeppa; of some imbecile son who, through some extraordinary chance, has suddenly become a minister of state; of my suddenly receiving a windfall of a million of roubles. I am sure that there exists no human being, no human age, to whom or to which that gracious, consolatory power of dreaming is totally a stranger. Yet, save for the one general feature of magic and impossibility, the dreams of each human being, of each age of man, have their own distinguishing characteristics. At the period upon which I look as having marked the close of my boyhood and the beginning of my youth, four leading sentiments formed the basis of my dreams. The first of those sentiments was love for HER— for an imaginary woman whom I always pictured the same in my dreams, and whom I somehow expected to meet some day and somewhere. This she of mine had a

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Contents

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I What I Consider to have Been the Beginning of My Youth
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II Springtime
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III Dreams
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IV Our Family Circle
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V My Rules
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VI Confession
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VII The Expedition to the Monastery
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VIII The Second Confession
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IX How I Prepared Myself for the Examinations
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X The Examination in History
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XI My Examination in Mathematics
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XII My Examination in Latin
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XIII I Become Grown-Up
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XIV How Woloda and Dubkoff Amused Themselves
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XV I Am Feted at Dinner
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XVI The Quarrel
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XVII I Get Ready to Pay Some Calls
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XVIII The Valakhin Family
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XIX The Kornakoffs
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XX The Iwins
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XXI Prince Ivan Ivanovitch
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XXII Intimate Conversation with My Friend
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XXIII The Nechludoffs
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XXIV Love
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XXV I Become Better Acquainted with the Nechludoffs
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XXVI I Show off
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XXVII Dimitri
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XXVIII In the Country
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XXIX Relations Between the Girls and Ourselves
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XXX How I Employed My Time
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XXXI "Comme IL Faut"
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XXXII Youth
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XXXIII Our Neighbours
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XXXIV My Father's Second Marriage
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XXXV How We Received the News
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XXXVI The University
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XXXVII Affairs of the Heart
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XXXVIII The World
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XXXIX The Students' Feast
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XL My Friendship with the Nechludoffs
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XLI My Friendship with the Nechludoffs
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XLII Our Stepmother
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XLIII New Comrades
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XLIV Zuchin and Semenoff
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XLV I Come to Grief
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