for once I was heedless of the ethereal beauty of the scene before me and felt none of that poetic rapture that would otherwis
dyl
ful word in its application to myself. And gradually, having regard to the manifest injustice and bad taste of the term, conscious
t my breath, shocked, amazed, and not a little ashamed at this outb
garity, and passion uncontrolled lessens
controvertible maxims, I grew abashed (as I say
dyli
ithet for the third time and
taste. To me, the subtle beauty of line or colour, the singing music of a phrase, were of more account than the reek of stables or the wh
ken,' to shoot and be shot at, to spur sweating and unwilling horses over dangerous fences-
uisite harmonies of colour; and coming before the cheval mirror I stood to view and examine myself as I had never done hitherto, surveying
o great stature, clothed in gar
saturnine cast-but the
llow-but clear an
oo long-but dark
too prominent-bu
d soft-but well-
short to please me-but
in its curves-but the
ed, at a glance-but when se
npleasing, though I yearned might
ispassionately set down, my outer being; as to my inner
y passed slowly to and fro, each word of their conversation very plain to hear upon the warm, still air. Honour should have compelled me to close my ears or the lattice; had I done so, how different
aid my uncle George
wherefore the pity? Our youth is a perfect a
he faint jingle of his spurs), "we roasted him devilishly to
did the tal
exclaimed uncle George. "What an am
ence, his disdainful airs-the cock of h
George, "always make me feel so dooced-er-so curst hum
ggested Uncle Jervas
ed, d'ye see-her whole life one of exemplary s
ry, we know, while she has this precio
of us,
e a fool! She couldn
e'd ha' to be content wi' one of us
lf, G
ing more gustily than ever. "Be
etimes thought she has the preposter
claimed my uncle George
d you though-d
of this incubus Peregrine, free to live for her own happiness instead of
eorge, "you were always
ggish, self-satisfied do-nothing, and s
od God! Hush, Jervas-it
ty old female, myself into a solitary, embittered recluse, and you into
d hemmed loudly, whereupon they halted very suddenly and stood staring up
bowing to them as well as I might, "p
imed my uncle Jervas, fumbling for hi
clambering through the casement, I descended forthwith, hand over han
Jervas, lounging against the balustrade, viewed me languidly through his glass, and
ar to you as a 'fish,' a 'puppy' and a 'self-satisfied do-nothing,' but
e!" ejaculate
to remove myself for a while-let us say fo
ed uncle Jervas, peering at me a
roads, consort with all and sundry, open the book o
my uncle Jervas,-"
xcellent advice, Uncle Jervas, and go out into the world t
when, m
t, as I said befo
pping his glass to tenderly strok
venture to enquire
g at once, both together or turn about, because I would not have her-this best, this noblest and most generous of women-forfeit anything of happiness
clashing his spurs suddenly. "Lor
nguor, he stood suddenly erect, frowni
inking, have you, Pe
, s
ou must
sir. Howbeit
ridiculous!" he ex
uaring my shoulders resolute
l never permit such t
, folding my arms. "I go for h
"'t would break her heart, Perry; she'd grieve, boy, aye, be
must do-it is for this I am about to sacrifice the joy of her companionship, the gentle quiet and luxury of home to pit myself, alone and friendless, against an alien world. This, my
errace again, "Tush and fiddle-de-dee! If you have done with these heroics, let us get to
sudden, cold fury, as that contemptuous yawn. Even as I stood mute with righte
ed sleepily, "come you in t
at him as contemptuously as possi
e as if he had never seen me before in all his life. Uncle Jervas, on the contrary, regarded me silently
. There was an evil word very well meant and heartily expressed!" And he laughed again; then his long arm shot out, though whether to cuff or pat my head I do
manners, sir! Uncle George, farewell. Uncles both, heaven teach you to be some day more worthy my loved aunt Jul
o uncles hastening after me; hotfoot they came, at something betwixt walk and run, their long legs covering the ground with remarkable speed. Instinctively I began to back away and was
rry!" he called, spurs
o one-two very large, ponderous men; pray
Jervas a trifle breathlessly, "w
uncle George. "Besides, we've bro
se?" I enquired, maintai
" answered
our!" cried
nd suffered them t
ttempting the futility
!" said un
our!" cried
tout, "I for one heartily concur and commend your decision in so far as concerns your
ship-if not too hard. So we thought it well to see t
sir?" I
ad-chink,
search of my various pockets resulted in the discovery of one shilling and a groat. "Precisely as I surmised," nodded my uncle Jervas, "having had your every possible want supplied hitherto, money is a sordid vulgarity you know little about, yid uncle George, thrusting h
dequate sum, perhaps, but these should last you a few days-with care, or at le
lapping me on the shoulder and eyeing me a littl
, he will!" nodd
bly solitary, s
mall,
eliness-'my mind to me my kingdom is,' and one peopled by a t
e, ruffling up his thick curls and eyeing me as
top at I will write her fully regar
rge, fumbling for his whisker, "she'll be sure
l but serve to draw you nearer together, all three, and I look forward with assur
love
oul!" exclaimed my tw
ng suspected your passion for my peerle
exclaimed my unc
ar words pass between you tha
pper!" exclaimed my uncle J
s. But before I go, I would beg of you to satisfy me on a point
y uncle Jervas in stra
" sighed my
ame they to die
broken heart, Peregri
d!" added u
n His mercy has mended
sirs,-how came he
changed looks as thou
r told you?" enquir
ning more than the once. But you are men and so
quivering fist. "They fought in a little wood not so far from here-such a lad he was-our fag at school, d'ye
added my uncle Jervas, "just as
And whose hand s
my uncle Jervas, gazing
ut of reach
added uncle George,
t Vienna-anyho
cle Jervas, still apparently lo
my shoulder, "if go you will, come back soon! And should you meet trouble-n
ing you prompt advice in any difficulty and, what is better, perhaps-money. Moreover, should
eir hands in turn, "for this kind solicitu
old them watching me, motionless and side by side; hereupon, moved by their wistful attitude, I forgot my dignit