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rubber boots two sizes too big, and

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salmon onto the steel table. "You said

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house with a woman in it

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Ruth said, like

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gether. Then Big Dale, who walked slow because of his knee. The

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finally, in a rough voi

that one

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ading dock. His f

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quietly. "He's a good man. But they don't liste

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ing so hard I put

us one more week. If we don't make it right, I'

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hat crate and nearly

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membered t

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