sa's

he suite and I froze in place. I pushed the thoughts aw

didn't come from the study where I was going in the hope of finding Eric.

perhaps

his g

bedroom door then I pressed my ears against the wood. I heard the

e foolish part of me was still in denial. Activel

breath and twi

mist

ecisio

based on the scene in front of me, I didn't even

dn't b

dn't

t stared, trying to make s

bed with a woman,

lap with both their eyes close

e lips meant for me? Touching

drea

n whatever it seemed the

really

room. Or maybe my mind was playi

everything in me, cherished more than I did mys

o

would hurt me as deeply as thi

is wife

t be with s

t. I noticed their clothes discarded on the ground and my eyes

with Eric in that video. The video had shown both of them coming out o

but the woman's had been a mystery I

oming here wasn'

through my chest as the sounds from them rea

pected this exact scene when I first heard

e it and deceiving myself jus

my face as I slowl

..r

lf say it. My throat was all dry and parched, my eyes stinging, a

too lost in each other t

is time, letting my ange

ri

o fast that their close contact pulled them b

rehead as they scrambled apart and dra

ng here? Y-you're

y heart broke even louder in m

this man

was wha

n." He looked like a d

a

. It used to make me giggle but i

oice shook. "Tell me thi

ut before he could get any closer, the wo

iding her face like she didn't wan

ce became completely visible to me and a sharp, bitter chuckle tore from

ot to be k

t smile

ere but directly at me like he had just been caught doing something he

kidding me?!"

best person in the world but I've also never done anything r

nd with all my heart, I've never ma

swers and I needed them now or else I was going to bur

is wasn't

every si