My mother died in childbirth, and my father... I knew nothing about him. His name, his face, his very existence-they were just blank spaces in my story. We never talked about him.
"Still staring at that sign, I see," my grandma said, coming up beside me.
In a few hours, this chapter of our lives would be over. We were leaving everything behind for Texas.
She assured me it was for the best, that the change would do us good. But I had no desire to start over somewhere I didn't know.
I had my friends here. And I had Tommy.
At eighteen, my life wasn't perfect, but it was mine, and it fit. School was going well. I had a part-time job and a tight group of friends I could always count on.
I knew she'd heard my protests, but they hadn't changed a thing. The decision was final.
"Maya, you'll meet other people. You'll make new friends. Maybe even find a new boyfriend. This is necessary, honey. Change is good."
Her words slid right off me. I didn't want new faces, let alone a new boy.
Tommy was my first love. Sure, he was three years older, but he had these clear blue eyes that could disarm me in a second and a kindness that meant more than anything.
My grandma, though, had never approved. She always said something about him felt off, that her instincts told her to be wary. But to me, he was different.
I knew I'd adapt eventually, that I'd meet other people, but that wasn't what haunted me. What I feared most was severing the invisible thread that still connected me to my mother.
"She's here," I whispered, more to myself than to my grandma.
"Of course she is," my grandma said softly, placing a hand over my heart. "Wherever you go, she's always right here with you."
I knew she was right, but this house, these walls, the sound of the waves crashing on the shore-it all made me feel like she was still close.
"How about we go make some hot cocoa? We could watch the sun disappear together," she offered.
"I'll grab a blanket," I answered immediately.
It was our ritual, our special moment: watching the sunset over the ocean. For me, the beach was more than just a view. It was a refuge.
I kicked off my shoes and spread the blanket over the still-warm sand before sitting down. The sky was streaked with shades of pink and orange, and the steady rhythm of the waves filled my ears.
A sigh escaped my lips. I knew I would never see this again. There were beaches in Texas, sure, but not this one. Not this light, not this familiar horizon.
"It's beautiful," I murmured.
"Maya?"
I jumped. When I turned, I saw Tommy walking toward me. I shot to my feet. He shouldn't have been here. We'd already said our goodbyes. His presence just made everything harder.
My eyes instinctively flicked to my grandma. She didn't like him, and she never tried to hide it.
"I can't let you leave like this," he said, pulling me into his arms. "The thought of never seeing you again... it's unbearable."
Tears pricked my eyes, and I fought to hold them back. I was going to miss him so much. These last few months, we'd been nearly inseparable.
"You shouldn't be here," I whispered against his chest. "This just makes it harder."
"I know, I'm sorry," he replied, his arms tightening around me. "But I love you, Maya. I love you more than anything."
A discreet cough cut through the moment. My grandma was coming back.
"We'll see each other again, I promise," he murmured, pressing a tender kiss to my lips before turning and walking away, his figure quickly swallowed by the growing darkness.
I looked down at my finger. The ring he'd given me shimmered faintly in the twilight. A promise he'd made six months into our relationship. A promise we might not have time to keep.
A sob shook my entire body.
"Maya?" my grandma called out.
"I'm fine," I answered, wiping my cheeks with the back of my hand.
Thinking about his absence was like a physical ache in my chest, but I had no choice. The move was tomorrow.
"I need to finish packing."
Goodbye, Florida. Hello, Texas.
...
We could have taken a direct flight, but no. My grandma wanted to drive, to "make an adventure out of it," she'd said.
Twenty hours later, I was utterly exhausted. Between the gas stops and the fast-food meals we'd scarfed down, my legs and back were screaming. All I wanted was a bed.
"See? Texas isn't so bad," she remarked with a smile. "We're about half an hour out. Go get yourself a coffee."
I looked around. Maybe it wasn't so bad, but it wasn't home. And I doubted it ever would be.
As soon as I stepped inside the gas station, I made a beeline for the coffee machine. I couldn't function without caffeine.
As I was preparing two steaming cups, the bell over the door chimed. An instantaneous shiver ran down my spine.
A strange sensation washed over me, a dizzying mix of alarm and excitement. My heart hammered against my ribs, and my palms grew damp.
I froze. After taking a deep breath, I whirled around.
No one.
I remained frozen, my breath caught in my throat. But the feeling lingered: a powerful sense that someone was there.
Maybe the exhaustion was just playing tricks on me. Sighing, I snapped the lids onto the cups and headed for the register.
"Large or regular?" the cashier asked with a bright smile.
I forced a smile in return. "Regular. And... this, too."
I grabbed a bag of candy and tore it open immediately, unable to resist.
"Sorry. I have a serious sugar craving," I said with an awkward little laugh, handing over the cash.
"No worries. I'm Isla, by the way."
"Maya," I replied, taking my change.
"You new here?"
I bit my lip. "Is it that obvious?"
She nodded, a look of amusement on her face. "You have the look of a city girl."
"Florida," I said simply.
Just then, the sensation returned, ten times stronger. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end. A wave of heat washed over me, far too intense for the air-conditioned store. A dull restlessness thrummed under my skin. The feeling of being watched became oppressive, suffocating. Maybe I was coming down with something.
"You'll see, you'll like it here," Isla said with a wink. "You'll fit right in."
I just shrugged. Maybe she was right.
But deep down, I already knew something was wrong. I'd felt that strangeness from the moment I walked through the door.
I bit into a piece of candy and shook my head, trying to clear it. "I don't know how you eat that stuff and don't get cavities," she said, laughing.
I smiled, but inside, a quiet dread had taken root and refused to let go.