pool water, taking extra time to wax my leg hairs and polish my nails. Josh ente

s a giggle, still mad at him for our conversation about Miami. "I...um...I just c

help but smile. "

movie night

apologizing about our fallout i

eally should rehash that conversation soon. Yo

. "Fork found

king the first steps to change. And that won't be possible if you don't make out time to go see her

?" I as

n't school in Miami i

frozen, then he brings his hands down to pat my s

e pizza while you dress up. Yo

be nice. But I'll let you

te little tank top and a matching pair of booty shorts. A far cry from the flannel pajamas I use

ly look pretty good without a bra on - they strangely looked bigger. A

to Lori's regime and I think maybe I'm losing a bit of weight

ing forward to a nice night, but Josh loo

is what passes for

one," I protest, plopping down on my end

eeds a woman soon. It shouldn't be Mom. She doesn't deserve him. After a moment, he s

ing about what my pajamas look like. Who are you prote

im feel bad. I don't want to start shit. I want us to make

ps together. "You can wear what

out it?" I ask, leaning

t yelling at him this morning and I actually

ing with gangs fighting in it," he winks, and I stick out my tongue.

ovie. I used to snuggle like this all the time with him when I was a kid - I was pretty clingy. And he has never m

slices, which are strictly against Chloe's rules for our carb-free summer, but I have no regrets

Daddy," I say, looking at him instead of

He reaches his arm towards me like he wants me to get c

love the way he smells right there, like a combination of his soap, the sun,

y for him but just letting it happen. I know Josh would never judge me. After a w

se my shorts are so short, his palm is resting against my bare skin, al

the man and the woman undress each other and then mounts the bike as if they are riding. The woman is up front, bending over, while the man is thrusting into her from behind. The scene goes on for a while, showing c

x scenes together all the time. For some reason, he seems extra quiet, too, as if he is trying not to move, an

g turned on as I sit there in my stepfather's lap. An idea is formin

my shorts, over the sensitive skin of my pubic area - which I keep meticulously smooth thanks to month

gainst his neck. I am so close I can feel the tiny

I am

ay suddenly, just as the couple on-sc

ments, taken by surprise. He hits pause, freezing a

asks as I stand up. His v

the movie night. I think I'm

trangled sound, like he is trying to a

hen he reaches forward for my kiss, he places both hands acro

ht, honey,

, lov

you

the movie gets loud again, before creeping back down to the kitchen and out the patio doo

ng to be