m into a bear hug. ‎ ‎", I don't know what I'd do without you Becky." I blew her a kiss as I lazily rolled out of bed. ‎ ‎The slow morning was everything I needed to reset my head, there was no

wn."he folded his arms saying. ‎ ‎"Becky. This is crazy. Drugs?" ‎ ‎"miss Victoria, ...the models, they are leaving." she sighed weakly as the models for the interview began to leave. ‎ ‎"the show is tomorrow, and we have not one model, Mr Hosea won't be pleased at all" it dawned on me. ‎ ‎"I'm so good at failing Becky," ‎ ‎"I can't allow my mom see me fail at this too," ‎ ‎"I understand how you feel but I assure you, you are not failing" ‎ ‎"but I am, and at everything" I sighed deeply, inhaling back the tears gathering at the corners of my eyes. ‎ ‎"All we need is to provide at least one good looking model for mr Hosea." ‎ ‎"wait," I paused suddenly. ‎ ‎"what? do you have a plan?" she asked worriedly. ‎ ‎", I do, and even when I hate it so much, Im going for it, it's my only hope." ‎ ‎"just wait here for me." ‎ ‎Immediately, I swung into my car. ‎ ‎ ‎Now, the only problem was, Gates of hell was only open at night. ‎ ‎ ‎As I drove, the last words Lucas shot at me caused me to jerk up in my stomach. ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎There was no way he meant that right? ‎ ‎ ‎Afterall like he said, I did him a favor and this was his way of paying me back. ‎ ‎****** ‎ ‎Mid morning gates of hell had a fuzzy touch to it, quiet, less erratic and less to no people. ‎ ‎I stepped out of the car and went straight through the gates, ‎ ‎ ‎There was a little security room just by the corner and I went straight in, but there was no one. ‎ ‎"you are back already?" he caught me unawares, without enthusiasm. ‎ ‎"oh my" I yelped, "you scared me." ‎" And what are you now?, the security guard?" ‎ ‎"Nope, but I'm more curious why you are here."he tucked his hands into his pocket, with his eyebrows tilted up. ‎ ‎"I came here looking for you.", my breath caught, nearly stuttering. ‎ ‎His lips remained pursed but his eyebrows arched even higher, ‎ ‎He had blue eyes like the ocean under sunlight, I could totally get lost, staring in them forever. ‎ ‎But I caught myself quick. ‎ ‎"You owe me." I said defensively. ‎ ‎"yeah I know but I didn't mean id pay back the very next day either" he pulled his hands out of his pocket and folded them dismissively. "And I know I don't need t