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club with a nameless man, letting myself believe

as cool as we s

ing under the streetlights. He headed for i

ef second. He opened the door for me, waiting

idn

and my eyes followed the veins along his hand, the th

reaking the sil

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ke again. "I'd at least love to kno

asked without

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mouth curved upw

ng the city lights blur past us. I shot a quick text to Juli

just as I imag

dropped to the floor with a soft thud as he moved closer, closing the space be

ing me. His grey eyes flicked between my eyes and

s firm, demanding, as he

is touch as I dug my fingers int

e whispered in

he moved to the sensitive spot below my ear,

in pleasure. I felt him

with the buckle of his belt. Our m

n't get

existed and every touch l

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headache, my eyes scanning

ght came flooding in. I checked my phone to see if I had

around me kept spinning. I la

like a walk-in closet, a towel wrapped around his wais

room as I quietly waited for

ever

t even once. I could feel the bile

o the bed, dumping a wad of cash beside me and walking

ly did he

, my brain hurting in the process.

r the first time that morning. "F

onless, staring me down like I was the dirt on his

ess and gathered

the money in his face, making sure

bit back the tears as I placed a call to Julia bu

d my purse hoping I had extra cash for an

mbled, droppi

. Her blue eyes were sharp, assessing me from head t

of her expensive perfume ove

ice interrupted from behin

, pushing past me

king up my purse and finally m

ecided I wasn't going to allow myself to think about

lmost scalding. I scrubbed every inch of my body from head to

as practically empty after making payment. I was running out of ideas, my mind racing

ss from the bed while w

ked up to meet gr

shine', but for as long as I could rem

ressed." She

last night. I'm fine." I replied, forc

we go. "I see how hard y

." I knew where

our responsibility. You

is it

's.

my temper rising at the mention of my mother.

e..." Sh

en through this multiple times. I'm not le

came in, fighting back tears

he restaurant, more clients for online tutor

ed with a tex

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