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rushed around me. Cars honked. Someone laughed behind me. A delivery truck rattled past. The wor
I whispered, though
The paper felt thin and cheap in my hands, but the weight of it pressed straight into my
hts flickered once before settling into a dull hum. This place wasn't much-peeling paint, mismatched chai
me and leaned my forehe
the,
came out s
rs laughing too loudly. Music playing from someone's phone while boxes of donated book
oor. My desk sat where I'd left it the night before, cluttered with files
he chair and
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was
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small to hold it all. I'd barely learned how to live without my mother before the hospital rooms took ov
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when you're stressed. And
smile. "I got a n
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e said immediate
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he same wall like it might offer answers. The door opened, letting in
nd crossed the room without a
br
ack finally spilled over. She didn't rush me. She never did. She just rubbed slow circles on my ba
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hile, the city humming f
sted the wrong person. He promised funding. Said he
ed. "That doesn't ma
ls like
g everyone for years, Jane. Mom. Dad. Th
. "Funny. Daniel used to
mine. "You're thinki
topped," I
yes. Saying he needed more. Someone more accomplished. Someone who fit the future he wanted. I
nough," I s
for my hand.
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