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me like a suspicious

way and people kept gre

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ed and talked, I nodded and nodd

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my head, okay fine, not her voice because I don't

way she makes me feel like so

going to say

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aned toward me

over l

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ames or have sex for the

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notice the to

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umped with excitement,

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quickly. "It's

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ffed the phone dee

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girl,talk to

g serious last night,

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but you have me all throug

came in

nough, I gotta ask you

. now I'

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like le

t what? Does she mean lesb

it like that! I swear!" Sop

mean lesbian?"I texted back tryi

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ed and I kind of like you, I know we don't know each other in real life

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't judge me and I should probably just shut up now and wait f

nk I like you too" I texte

e, that's if you're cool with it" s

messages, like I know I'll regret all my decisi

your girlfriend "I

e immediately, " See

ax and my mummy,what would they think if they ever found o

eing transferred

peared, disappeared, came

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ou kn

talking about my school, I reread the messages over and

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