's eyes widened in concern. "Haven, what h

late. I could have used the back door then came down after

o worry her. "I'm fine, Mom. Ju

y cheek, her eyes filled with guilt. "I'm so sorry, sweetie. I feel like I'm

cheek, not wanting her to blame herself. "Mom, stop. Y

art shaped, with high cheekbones and a pointed chin. Her skin was a smooth like a baby's, her hair golden blonde cascading down her back in nice long waves, framing her fac

arkest rooms. Her lips would curve upwards, revealing a hint of mischief and warmth, making me feel like everythi

ly. He's really nice and charm

er even talk to any male but I was also happy for her. She was finally taki

b the stairs to my room but then I heard her ask, "By the way,

ut Aamon's stupid claim. "They're.fin

novel. "Mom, I have a lot of homework to do, can we talk about

ut you must have come down for dinner. Am ma

anting her to think I was

rehead, her lips warm and gentle. "I

ove you too, Mom," I replied, hugging

I jumped into my personal workspace, opened my computer and smiled brightly at the sticker

scrolled through the comments.

els faked, who would wish to sp

me, sweet heart, I'll give you

s on the E board from a few days, echoed in my mind, "Haven, the mos

t? Was I really t

claim of me being his mate. And how I had kissed goodbye to the only way

enough. I'll never be able to writ

felt like I was drowning in a sea of self doubt, unable to escape the crushing weig

in frustration. Without thinking I opened my chat window with Eros. This was a habit I had developed over th

book. My writing is terrible, they said it's faked. I feel like a total failure, right now." I hit

st section was empty

d. "I read the comments too, they are pretty harsh, not ni

m writing about, even one pervert suggested I go to them for sex. Am

writing is unique, I like the way you use you

e amidst the rough situation I was i

s, I think am goin

her message popped on my screen following the first one. "Bu

Eros was saying. "What do you mean? Are there

e are many ways. Have you

gave them all away to t

emojis. I wondered what I had sai

t toys they are better than men." Her messege was followed by a

arious items which the women in the video called toys but they were unlik

e was even a short rushed clip on the advert about how they were used, the women w

ssment, but I couldn't help feeling curious. Eros's words echoed in my mind, "Am going to place an or

o help with my writing the

te, I saw various products t

d written. What if someone found out? Most especially m

lus Eros was going to make the order on my behalf so mom will never

eve I had done it. I fell into my queen sized bed, decided to have

my room, locked myself in, even though mom was at the hosp

wasn't sure how to use this thing as Eros hadn't told me how, so I started by taking off my clothes. I

le. My whole body felt so excited. As my pussy got more and more u

ure, I had never felt this

ound myself licking my fingers,

ing and twisting my nipples until they became red and swollen. I never knew e

Eros got this, maybe she was a regular customer of theirs. The box I had tak

of my hands and started to completely tear up my insides br

t wanting the neighbors to hear as th

the a shockwave of ectasy and satisification go

a gentle night breeze blew through my open window, My curtains fluttered open, and I looked up to find myself face to face with those breathta

yes met across the distance. I f

tried to sit up, to cover