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he lingered pa

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ther didn't even care about me, neither giving it a

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notice when I

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safe before it becomes this hurt. The m

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sing and adorable daugh

words becomes blurred. Until the h

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finally I let myself feel it, not just the

wanted wa

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calmly while

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that much". I said automatically, e

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ck glamorous shoe, then a black well iron trouser, follow

ling and he wasn'

just seeing my tears, but it looked like he

e. I asked if you're safe". He s

e,his voice melted my heart, I felt safe

in the world, but looking at him here makes me ha

e answer the question he asked earlie

tting there like it was design just for him. To

. Thanks for looking out for me".

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my head,pa

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promise you, those people that hurt you

hen you make the right choice of

slammed

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will be replace with things that aligned with you. You jus

ot the victorious one, but

e, what makes you think

my hands, my shoulders curved inward,

been trained to disappear, and I also know p

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or people like me". I said why stepping b

at the edge of becoming that e

elt unreal. " How do y

me even without me being know as

beats still, inside me w

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