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word by taking my things out of our bedroom. There was nothing I could say

me, or even at least call the pack doctor over to c

ith other men aside from Darren that he didn't know about, and he is conv

tting pregnant as a beta was almost impossible. Unlike omegas, a beta wolf like myself isn't always lucky to be blessed with a child. I'm not sure what the

nd up being a mother. Sure, I loved the idea, but I kn

ith him, I've always prayed and hoped the goddess would bless me with a child, knowing I only had one shot becaus

plans to see the pack doctor. I had even told Arya about my suspicions. I told her my plans to see the pack doctor and hopefully surprise Hunter with the news.

ng made sense because I knew I hadn't tasted any alcohol, so what the hell happened to me, and how did I black out?

o

sense; why would she drug me? What does she stand to gain? I know my sister and I have had our differences ev

it was she said two years ago. Still, I made an effort to get along with her, even on days when she was being unneces

r rejected me, and I still haven't been called to stand trial. I don't know why, but a part of me hopes that whatever is delayin

rds cut deeper than a knife. It's not only him; the entire pack seems to be avoiding me like I am a disease. I made the mistake of stepping out tw

nding outside on the porch as the feeling of loss and being unwanted washed over me. Just like it did

ars I had a home, a pack that I thought loved me, and a man I could call mine, o

as bile rose in the pit of my stomach. Another wave of nausea hit me, and I closed my e

eat, at least

y skin at the unexpected

, Lev? Didn't you

the bitterness in my voice, wincing as

bandon you, Jade

ince the horrible morning that changed everything in my life. She had been silent, almost like she wasn't even a part of me, an

eded you, and you weren't there. I needed you,

manoeuvred out of the bed in the guest room and ma

ust into darkness, and I couldn't feel you. I kept trying to reach behind our mental walls, but you weren't there. And then Hunter, rejecting us

s hard to fight the thought that maybe she had also gotten tired of me and my problems. I would be fed up too i

ember what

even though I somehow kne

is Arya rushing to bring

He thinks I cheated on him. He would

th every word I said as

a mental barrier around your thoughts. I can he

hadn't gone to the party and just stayed home like the perfect mate I was supposed to be, then none of

d there's no fault in going to your

es out in

ike I haven't been in this position before; back in the clubhouse, most of the pills made me black out. I'd wake up in bed with four men-five-and h

e not a

head, and I stopped short in the middle of the kit

ow you're a victim once again. Just because you don't reme

inking the tears away as I walked over to the fridge to g

you be

despite m

ted wolf; if you had sex with Da

ries to

feel it because we

my sentence. 'Stop trying to find reason

n a cold shudder rushed up m

heart. The glass cup I was holding slipped out of my grip as my hand trembled, and I do

out, my heart slammed so hard against my ribcage that it felt like it was trying to es

rreled down my spine and through my entire body. I let out ano

nte

led against the wet kitchen floor. Pain shot up

I can't... I

pain burning through my entire body. Nor could I keep back the tears that flowed freely down my cheeks. My

ejection. Hunter's havin

o lowly that I cou

ld work things out and that maybe the council would prove my innocence and make Hunter take back his rejection. Or that my mate would fi

body. My stomach felt like a hundred and fifty pins were

rushing down my cheeks as the pain shot