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when a five-year-old boy ran onto the ballro
a dress that cost more than my car, announcin
g them out, Emili
nted them, Hayden lied and
lio shoved me hard to "
rd onto the c
ing the baby I had wanted for y
s mistress and illegitimate son, leav
he had only married me years ago because he th
was just an inconvenience
way my assets to save his company f
ng without me
he offered to buy my s
ne so badly, I wou
urich and left a single white tulip
ana Acosta died
ri was just ge
pte
ffervescent and golden, when a five-year-old
around my husband's leg, screaming the
ad
ute slipped fr
seemed to split the air, shattering into
ting smile he had just directed at me while toasting my a
ild, then up at the woma
n Cle
ing a clutch bag with a grip so tight her knuckles were white. He
oice smooth, carrying effortlessly over the stunned crowd. "But Leo
tilted on
ited for him to push the child away gently and expl
n the boy's head. A protective, familiar
oice low but audible in the su
's not
ho ar
not
side my abdomen, doubling me over. I grabbed the edge of the ta
ment etched into the fo
Elana. Then we start a fa
morning. I had swallowed that tiny tablet with a sip
e he said he wasn't ready. Because
ing. He alread
toward me, but the boy tugged at his pa
tation, the last five years
"Rome" and "Paris." The way he looked at me when I mentioned baby
I whispered. It
n the weeping child and me. "It's complicat
I did
ed, a hot knife twisting. I ga
at reasonable, condescending tone he used when I was being 'emoti
shaking, but my mind was su
ad proposed to me in a hospital room when I was sick with pneumon
me into staying, into loving him, into s
ll a per
ightening up despite the agony in my gut. "Be
ned a
d. I heard his footsteps, bu
is crying!
tsteps
agues, past the whispers that were already curdling into laughter. I wal
vision. The house was dark
. I walked into our bedroom-my bedroom
lly. Clothes. My l
photo on the nightstand. We loo
he home office. I turned it on. Th
ng faces being chewed into confetti was the
ut a sheet of paper. I didn't need
rds at the top:
It felt heavy, like a shackl
n to hammer against the windowpane, matching
dge of the desk, staring ou
the reflection in the glass, "

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