Glancing around the hospital reception one last time, I walked out into a world that felt distant, like a faint memory. Outside, people were gathered, anxious and hopeful as they awaited their loved ones. No one waited for me, of course. I had known that. I had known that for a long time.
As I crossed the hospital parking lot, a single word pulsed in my mind like a heartbeat: Revenge.
A car horn jolted me out of my thoughts. I barely turned, but the driver pulled up beside me. Caroline's face peered through the window, her eyes softening as she saw me. A hollow smile tugged at my lips-so maybe someone had come for me, after all.
"Elena!" She jumped out and wrapped her arms around me, her hug so tight I could feel her own relief.
"Did I come too late?" she asked, her voice full of warmth and worry.
"No," I whispered, forcing a small smile. "You're just in time. Thank you."
The ride was quiet, Caroline intuitively knowing that I wasn't ready to talk. Five years of silence stretched behind me, and the outside world was overwhelming, surreal-almost too real. I let my eyes drift out the window, taking in each passing scene, drinking in every street, and every tree as if I were seeing it all for the first time.
When we reached the edge of my old neighbourhood, I finally broke the silence. "Drop me here."
Her hands gripped the wheel tighter. "Elena... are you sure? Going back-it might-"
"I need to," I cut her off, my voice firm.
She sighed, her fingers lingering on her bag before she pulled out an envelope. "Take this."
I shook my head, already knowing what it was. "Caroline, I-"
"You will take it," she said, her tone leaving no room for argument. "I don't care if you don't use it. Just keep it."
I took the envelope reluctantly, the weight of it more than just paper. "Thank you."
"You don't have to thank me," she said and I nodded.
I stepped out, clutching the envelope as I started walking down the streets I'd once known so well. But now, they felt haunted, memories clinging to each corner. My eyes stung as flashes of the past rushed back-painful, searing reminders of what had been taken from me.
I wandered to the little playground near my old home. The sight of it hit me hard; I'd been here so often with my mother, back when the world was simple, back when I was whole. I sank onto one of the swings, letting the memories crash over me like waves.
"Can you open this for me?" a small voice broke through my thoughts. I looked up, startled. A little boy stood in front of me, his bright blue eyes shining, a packet of sweets clutched in his hand.
I stared at him, my chest tightening. He couldn't have been much younger than my son would've been-if I still had him. If she hadn't taken him from me.
"Ma'am? Can you open this?" he repeated, he jolted me awake from my deep thoughts. He held it out with a shy smile.
"Oh... yes." I took it, my hands almost trembling as I opened the wrapper and handed it back to him.
Before he could take it. "Noah! Noah!" Voices called out, and the boy's eyes widened. He clasped a hand over his mouth as if hiding was the only option.
Moments later a woman hurried toward us. Relief flooded the woman's face as she saw him. "Oh, thank goodness," she exhaled. "Please, Noah, you can't keep running off like this!"
Soon a man also appeared behind her, he threw a sharp look at the woman. "You'd better keep a closer eye on him. Master Justin won't take kindly to this."
Master Justin?? I think I've heard that name before... and it wasn't from the hospital.
They were already leading Noah away, their backs turned to me as if I didn't exist. But something tugged at me, a strange, uneasy familiarity.
"Wait," I called after them. "He forgot his sweets."
The man turned back, his gaze locking onto mine. His face-it wasn't unfamiliar. I'd seen him before. Not at the hospital. But I couldn't figure out where. How?
After collecting the sweets, he turned sharply, following the woman and Noah, leaving me with the weight of questions that threatened to drown me.
I sat back on the swing, the wind cold against my skin.