HAUNTING DESIRE

The haunting desire of making you mine.

Priya's POV:

Starts her vlog;

It was usual sunny day I got down the stairs and saw my dad chewing on his breakfast. I hugged him saying,"Good morning dad"

he hugged me back saying,"Good morning my sweetheart"

He added,"Had a good sleep?"

"Yeah dad"

I sat beside him to have my breakfast.

to simply describe me I would like to say that I am the single kid of the family my mom Supriya Singh is disabled physically but is the most heartwarming person. He is my dad. My one and only love of life. I am his only princess. Coming to my education I am studying second year of my graduation and relationship status is always single as people get scared even to look at me as I am always surrounded by bodyguards. Reasons can't be stated online so.coming to my friends I have very few but I am happy with my sweet family and lovely bodyguards who treat me like their family.

Vlog ended;

"Ah dad! How many times should I just tell you to Stop smoking it's not good for health already you are into weapons dealings which is dangerous af now you even wanted to smoke and spoil your health?"

"Okay okay sweetheart stop complaining I'll leave it for my lovely daughter okay" he smashed down the cigarette. I went to college as usual in my car with bodyguards. While I was whining at the boring lecture my guy friend Arnav and I planned to bunk classes. We both sneak out from my bodyguards, college and went to a movie. I was having great fun just when I received a call from my dad. I tried answering it but due to the crowd I wasn't able to hear him out. After 3 hours I called my bodyguards but only few of them came to me I was astonished one of them said,"Sorry to say but you should go to home mam it's urgent" I couldn't comprehend the situation anymore I and Arnav sat in the car and started to our house. As soon as I reached the gate I found 100s of people waiting at the entrance all of them were dressed in black my subconscious started to worry. As we drove inside I saw a big poster of my dad with a RIP signboard.

My heart just stopped thumping for a while. I subconsciously got down the car and ran towards my dad's body. I cried like a disaster but bodyguards stopped me and took me inside. Few maids helped me get changed into black but my mind was still fixed at this indigestible fact.

I went out and stood motionless beside my mom in wheelchair. I looked at her she tried to maintain silence but failed.

We completed the funeral by evening. This was the worst day of my life. I had no point of life without my dad. I am aimlessly looking through the window when I heard few sounds from the hall.

I went down to see few men dressed in black trying to attack my mom while Arnav was trying to stop them. I immediately made a sprint downwards and stood in between. One of them said,"So your husband planned to pay the price by means of this girl?"

My mom was crying,"No No"

He said,"Hey young girl pay us 3Million or come with us to our boss"

"Why should I pay?"

"Since it's your dad's debt"

"Dad's debt?"

"Yeah he took it on 3% interest"

"3% of 3 million would be really big that I can't clear it even if I work for my life time"

Just then as I was busy thinking how to dodge this problem. Two men with numerous number of Bodyguards started walking into our house. I stood their motionlessly.

I saw one of them with divine looks smashed down the men who were troubling us while one was smoking.

Mom asked him,"Who are you beta(son)?"

He didn't mind replying,the man after he was done paid them 3 Million at once with interest. While the one smoking hands me papers saying,"Your price for helping"

"Price? Helping me? " But I gradually signed as it was just was to return his money i guess.

As soon as I signed them.few men of him dragged me out of my house I couldn't help but shout for help. None of my bodyguards were ready to help me some of them Apologized saying,

"Sorry mam we can't stand against the mafia king RAHIL" this name kept vibrating in my ears until I looked at him.

He looked at me with disgust in his eyes saying,"So from today your my new mistress" Arnav tried fighting back mom tried to come out of her wheelchair and landed on the floor. Arnav was in a pool of blood as his bodyguards kept beating him.

I tried my best and got out of their hold and helped my mom. To Get back into wheelchair. Then I stood in between the man beating and Arnav but as soon as the stick touched me chills passed down my spine.

The man stopped I opened my eyes to see Rahil standing in front of me mere inches away. He squeezed my cheeks with his one hand and said,"Wrong move my girl" he held my hair and dragged me into one of the cars.

As soon as I was into the car. the man who was fighting sat beside driver while I was sitting beside Rahil. He started working on his laptop while the person in front introduced himself as,

"Hello Priya I am Yeshnav Rahil's PA and bestfriend. I know it's not a good first meeting but yeah. Are you hurt anywhere?"

"No I am fine" atleast one of them is normal I am glad.

He handed me a bottle of water. I was drinking while Rahil suddenly snatched the bottle and threw it out of the window saying,"She don't deserve kindness"

'ah this man is just fucking irritating'

I was already all red in tears and fear he turned me to his side and started kissing me brutally. He started biting all around my lips as i held them tight in shock. I opened my lips in pain when he entered his tongue and started mounting over I pushed him off me with all my force that he hit the car door.

He hissed in pain but I was bleeding due to his biting. Tears never left my eyes but I was all red with fear. Yeshnav tried saving me,"Stop it Rahil she has no sin in it"

"But her father was the one who did it and left without any punishment just like she took his money,debts she should also take his punishments Yeshnav"

I was shocked yeah I know that my dad's a weapon dealer but I also know that he is a fair dealer in a filthy profession.

I was in shock the whole ride. We reached his mansion filled with unknown silence. As I started to enter it behind Rahil and Yeshnav I saw many of the maids and bodyguards bowing to him. As soon as I entered the hall. There was a person filled in pool of blood. As my steps approached him I saw that it was Arnav my heart left my soul.

I just dashed out everyone to hold him he was taking his last breaths. He was my bestfriend my everything how can he be in this position. I cried my heart out all he Said was,"Sorry I amn't able to protect you Priya take care" with this he lost his life. I put him aside and took a near by knife to attack Rahil but Yeshnav came in between and held the knife with his hands. He said,"Sorry for your loss but no one should stand against him Priya try to understand"

I left the knife and fell on the ground as my legs gave up I was sitting on the blood of my bestfriend. I lost my consciousness in a few minutes. All I could feel was someone carrying me somewhere I never knew who that someone was.

****

I opened my eyes to find myself in a dark shabby room. With only one window and well organised room. I was sleeping on the grey cot with an IV. I looked around to find Yeshnav. I tried to speak but he stopped me saying,"Don't say anything I know your pain but I can't help you Priya. I am sorry. Just bare this as you too don't have any other option try being strong" while he was about to complete Rahil entered and said,"Just kill her dude what's the need of such weak people but killing her in one go isn't enough. She deserves more for being Priya SINGH"

I just didn't find any answer. Yeshnav left as Rahil entered. Rahil held squeezed my cheeks with his one hand saying,"Trying to escape my prison by death is the worst you can think of my girl as your dad did the same and you ended up here if you do the same thing your mom will end up here"

'but why exactly did he wanted to capture me?' I cried out and he bite my cheek saying,"How can you exactly replicate such divine person? You don't deserve this beauty which belonged to her"

I was lying lifeless on this bed while I lost both of my great supports MY Dad and Arnav. Moreover, there are people who I thought were my family were just workers. My mom is being worried my complete world just shattered for a moment.

But why exactly is all this happening I never knew. I drifted into sleep with this thoughts.

I had a dream of me with my mom dad and our happy family. I was crying,"Papa....(Dad)" Just when I felt someone's warm touch on my cheeks it hurt a bit as he bited me but it was soothing after a long painful day.

I opened my eyes to see Yeshnav. He said,"get up let's eat dinner" I nodded in no as I really don't want to eat anything. He started feeding saying,"if you want to miss anyone you definitely need energy Priya" he was right but..Yeah my mom. I need to know how she is doing I looked at him with my last hope,"I'll eat but do me a favour I need your mobile for a while I need to talk to my mom"

"Okay I'll think about it upon how well you are going to treat yourself"

I nodded and started eating as fast as possible that I choked on it. He handed me water saying,"Okay okay I'll give you but eat slowly" I continued eating and he washed my hands as I wasn't able to move. He handed me the phone saying,

"Give it back before anyone notices or else I'll also die just like him"

I nodded and opened his mobile the lock screen was a girl who was literally me. But not me. I mean she looked very identical but she has short dyed hair while I have long black hair. Her figure was thin and perfect while I am a bit chubby(not too fat but perfect) as I never cared about my figure. She was more gorgeous as she had makeup on and a few tattoos.I asked him,"Who is she Yeshnav?"

"Sara my sister and your stepsister"

"My stepsister?" But I was the only child for my mom and dad.

"Your dad's first child. Leave it and make a call "

I dialed my mom's number after a good amount of rings she answered it.

"Hello mom"

"Priya are you alright?"

"Yeah I am safe are you okay? Don't worry about me mom I'll take care of myself " I was about to say more stuff when someone pulled the phone and smashed it.

I looked at that side to find Rahil's gaze hitting my soul he held my neck saying,

"How dare you pull stunts in front of me Priya?" He tightened the grip. I was choking almost when I was about to lose my life he left saying,"I can't let you die so easily" I choked and Yeshnav handed me water trying to stop Rahil,

"Sorry Rahil I gave her mobile. Don't trouble her please"

"Stop it Yeshnav are you helping her as she looks like Sara then you are completely wrong as Sara can never be replicated by anyone she is the one and only one for all of us"

I was silent.

He added,"Yeah you can't replace Sara but you can definitely cover up for her place"

He held my hair and dragged me to another room that my IV got detached and my hand started bleeding. He took me to one of the rooms. He throwed me on to the floor the room was filled with that girl's pictures whom they were talking of.

He called someone and a bunch of people arrived they made me sit on the chair and he handed them a photo saying,"make her like this" they nodded and one of them started grabbing my hair with a scissors. It was my dad's most favourite thing that I never even trimmed it but now what's going on.

I tried to run away but he tied me to the chair two people held me tight and the hairdresser cut off my hair to my shoulder level and dyed it with the same colour as of Sara. They kept on a good amount of makeup and other stuff I had a complete changeover. I myself couldn't recognise me. He handed me a few clothes saying,"Change into them remember not to spoil any of it. One cloth damage is equal to one life from Your circle starting with your mom"

I cried and went to change but they were really not my size that it might tear If I tried to fit in them.

He knocked on the door after a few minutes. I opened it a bit saying,

"Sorry they don't fit me. I am a bit more than this size"

"Is it then stay in there until you reach that size"

I was crying to death in the washroom as how can I alter my size in just few minutes. I tried to puke out all the food I just ate I inhaled alot and air and slipped into that outfit but it was really tight.

I came out and looked at myself. I was exactly the same like that women but without tattoos and a bit fat. He held my waist tight and said,"Reduce this or else you'll suffer my girl" he kissed me again and I pushed him off me.

Yeshnav was looking at all this without any expressions. Rahil left smiling like a pervert while I was struggling to breath.

Yeshnav approached me cupping my cheeks he asked,"Are you okay? Don't worry about these clothes I'll get you new ones somehow so... Just wait for me for a while. Be strong Priya."

I nodded. He went out and returned after a wide gap with a long hoodie.

He handed me saying,"don't go infront of Rahil with these on as he doesn't share his clothes I just sneaked it."

I nodded and changed back into to his clothes and washed off all my make-up it was time for bed I went back to the room that I was placed before.while, Yeshnav applied bandage to my bleeding hand. Later, I drifted into sleep crying.

*****

I heard few sounds, I was reluctant to open my eyes but I can hear them partially it was Rahil I guess.

"Why did you leave me Sara? Why does this women the one who was responsible for your death replicates you? How can you leave me alone Sara when it was us who promised to stay together forever I won't let neither Rahim Singh nor Priya Singh to be peaceful I'll make them pay for every drop of your blood Sara.why does she look exactly like you while sleeping"

So he thinks I am responsible for her death whereas I don't even know her existence until he told me. He hugged me to sleep but my skin was burning in rage as it was him but I didn't dare to open my eyes as I am still scared.

I wasn't able to sleep that whole night in his hold. Early in the morning my stomach was busy making noises as I had to puke out everything last night.

I got out of his hold without his notice but my heart is still racing as it's literally my first time a boy being so close to me. But the thing is I didn't expect that to him.

I got ready in my outfit I wore coming here. As I can't die wearing that tight outfits. I went out of the room as I was really hungry I saw Yeshnav in garden working out I stood beside him. He said

,"Good morning Priya"

"Morning Yesh"

He continued doing while I was just looking at him with a doubt whether to ask him or not. Out of my embarassment my stomach made noises he noticed it he smiled and said,

"Wait right here for few minutes" he went to the table in garden and brought his bottle. He gave it to me placing his hand on my head with a warm smile saying,"drink this protein shake I'll ask maids to make the breakfast early" he continued his workout but I was busy gazing at him as he reminded me of my dad who cared for me immensely in the same way. Tears formed in my eyes I tried hiding them so I turned to other side drinking protein shake. He Suddenly came in front saying, "Missing your family?"

I nodded trying to hide my feelings. He smiled saying,"Though I can't help you forget them or get out of this place but I can help you to be happy until Rahil isn't around"

I smiled in tears he erased them saying,

"Since you can't come out give me your sizes I'll bring you clothes"

I nodded we both sat on the bench nearby I asked him,"Who is Sara?"

"Sara is one of us. She was a hit women and Rahil's partner from really long time. I joined their organisation a bit late but Sara was really warm hearted that she took care of me. I joined this when I was 12-year-old as my parents died in a car accident and my uncle took my asserts and deserted me. Sara noticed me in an orphanage and took me here. They gave me food and taught me self protection they also offered education but I wasn't much interested into it and always wanted to support Sara and Rahil so I joined them. Coming to Sara she was like the queen of underground but she always missed a family. Her mom was your dad's first love. You dad left her after he met your mom. As your mom was rich and was capable to support his illegal business. One year back Sara's mom died due to cancer.but she never gave up and stood for herself but her mother wanted to tell something to your dad .so Few days back, Sara went to your dad as a messenger and never returned. Later after investigation we heard that your dad also expired the same day. Now rahil thinks your family is the reason for Sara's death as we got a information that Sara is no more I don't know much details actually..."

I listened patiently but I can't believe my dad is such person who can abandon his own child but I can't deny the fact that we look alike. My dad was my everything how can I accept the fact that he was not as ideal as I imagined him to be. I replied,

"Oh I am sorry for your loss. I wish all this never happened. I feel sorry for you."

"Don't worry Sara took care of my uncle."

We both were busy talking when I felt a hot gaze penetrating through me.I turned behind to see Rahil. He walked towards me and took the bottle saying,

"Already you are like a potato sack do you wanna grow more" I didn't mind replying. Yeshnav said,"She is perfect Rahil stop judging her"

"Oh is it then why is her fat bulging out when she wore my Sara's dress?"

"Becoz she is Priya not Sara Rahil. You can take revenge but not this way"

I chose to be silent. He left saying,"Okay fed her how much ever you wanted but remember that she should fit into Sara's clothes before this month end." Yeshnav nodded in failure. He said,

"Sorry Priya but we can't disobey him so why don't you workout with me?"

I nodded as I had no choice. He took my weight it was 53kgs he said,"oh no worries Priya our target is just 8kgs as Sara was 45kgs. We can happily reach it with proper diet and workout" I nodded.

He taught me few workout moves we both had great time together. We both went to our rooms tbf from yesterday evening this was the time I felt myself again spending with Yeshnav. I bathed and got changed into Yeshnavs hoodie which I borrowed from him. We both went to have breakfast.

While we were maunching onto our breakfast. Rahil came with his tab in his hand working on something he ordered Yeshnav,"Yesh take care of those drug addicts of that SR college today"

Yesh nodded. He added,"And you Priya right? You have a tattoo appointment today so be ready"

"Tattoo?" I asked being horrified.

"Yeah don't wanted to?" He looked at me with a sarcastic smile. I nodded in no but I know I was already at the end of crying. He just said,"Aww...*sudden anger expression* but you have no choice Priya" My heart stopped for a while. Yeshnav added,"I'll take care of it so you don't worry Rahil"

"You sure?" He asked with suspicion

He nodded but my heart was into my mouth he left after breakfast. I wanted to ask him about my studies but I definitely can't right now.

As he left Yesh told me to lock myself in my room until he returned. he would also bring me clothes and other essentials I asked him for phone but he rejected.

I was sitting hugging my knees with cots support I am missing my happy life alot right now when I heard knock on my door I didn't mind opening door as Yeshnav instructed me not to. But they stopped after a while and I heard door opening sound I saw at the entrance and saw Rahil in very furious state I immediately stood up and started running away and said,"Sorry sorry" Yeah I lost my every ounce of self respect