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An absolutely unsavory situation got Cathy hooked. How does whe survive everything?
An absolutely unsavory situation got Cathy hooked. How does whe survive everything?
Deep down, I feel I know how to crack these nuts. No, I do know how to.
But then, somehow, it's so seeming that I'm most likely never going to have this figured out.
I think life's a trickster. Is it? No, I think life's actually a cassonava.
You know how they do right? Charm you, lure you, just to get you fúcked.
How can anyone convince me that life is not a fúckboy when I pulsate from his merciless strokes every now and then? I hate it when he does that. Do I? I think I do hate it.
Hi there, I'm Cathy and I bet nobody has had their minds messed up as I have.
Feel free to call me enigma cause I'm not sure even I understand me.
I could be easy yet difficult, calm and raging at a go, I could actually be silent yet speaking a thousand words in one breathe.
I'm actually a beauty and quite brainy too. These are the only things I'm sure of about myself cause everyday, I've seen how these men look at me with hunger in their eyes.
Everyday, I struggle to escape being devoured. This hourglass figure, beautiful jawline, bright smile and shining black hair is my bane.
I'm not even tryna pull your legs right now. I'm quite a hottie.
On some days, I'm all bubbly, hyped and determined to make great strides.
Other days, I just feel it's futile and not worth the stress.
Cause again and again, I've watched castles I built crumble before my nose.
I had quite high standards and was quite principled too.
Thinking that I used to be the ideal daughter and perfect role model to the twin Lina and Lana , my half siblings is laughable. who could have imagined?
I've sent those principles to hell now. Initially I had remorse, but now, I simply don't care.
I've also stopped doing those high and mighty things everyone thinks need to be done.
Like setting goals, reading books, accomplishing great things and hearing the applauses of people who really don't care.
It's like a circle and you know how boring circles can be.
So, why go hard when life will go harder? I told you he's just a casanova, you'll only get laid.
Again, deep down, I don't know if you should believe all I've said .
Already told you my mind is the most messed up right? I feel they're partial truths.
Trust me, I'm not a liar but I've heard people call me that a couple of times.
I'm never really sure of a lot going on with me and I feel anything they call me is justified. I stopped picking offense long time ago.
You see, rgardless of life's antics, some times, I find him quite seductive. He's cute, I kid you not.
He flashes the most beautiful smiles and have the most scintilating things to say.
Two can play right? Most times, I find myself on his bed yet again.
Honestly, I think I'm used to getting laid by him that deep down I want to try again and again.
Maybe I'm used to the organismic pain.
What's the worst that could happen?
I know.
Probably watch my world crumble yet again.
But who cares? I'm tired but maybe I'm used to trying now.
My friend Betty, who lives down Tropeville, would always say, "Cathy, are you sure you can pilot your life? I think you should reconsider going back to church. You've become more messier than I last saw you."
But church?
The name is repulsive to think it used to be a huge part of my life. I wish she could just stop mentioning it.
I guess I'll have to tell you my church story tomorrow. Do you mind listening? Nevermind, I'm still gon' tell you anyways.
But Betty, she's the only friend from church who stayed and sometimes I honestly wish she left too.
Dante slowed his pace, withdrawing until only the tip was still inside her before thrusting his hips once,eliciting a sharp gasp from her lips. He brought his mouth down to hover over hers. "Can you feel me,my love?"He rasped. Renee angled her head,nipping at his lips."Yes,I feel you." ------------ To save her family from a loanshark,Renee Gallo agrees to be married to Dante Moretti, a man who has been called many names. He has been labeled as a devil,as a hideous-looking demon,the notorious son of Gustavo Moretti. But it turns out that this man who is cruel to the world loves and pampers her more than she had ever imagined.
Betrayed by her mate and sister on the eve of her wedding, Makenna was handed to the ruthless Lycan Princes as a lover, her indifferent father ignoring her plight. Determined to escape and seek revenge, she captured the interest of the three Lycan princes, who desired her exclusively amid many admirers. This complicated her plans, trapping her and making her a rival to the future Lycan queen. Entwined in jealousy and vindictiveness, could Makenna achieve her vengeance in the intricate dance with the three princes?
Elliana, the unfavored "ugly duckling" of her family, was humiliated by her stepsister, Paige, who everyone admired. Paige, engaged to the CEO Cole, was the perfect woman-until Cole married Elliana on the day of the wedding. Shocked, everyone wondered why he chose the "ugly" woman. As they waited for her to be cast aside, Elliana stunned everyone by revealing her true identity: a miracle healer, financial mogul, appraisal prodigy, and AI genius. When her mistreatment became known, Cole revealed Elliana's stunning, makeup-free photo, sending shockwaves through the media. "My wife doesn't need anyone's approval."
The day Raina gave birth should have been the happiest of her life. Instead, it became her worst nightmare. Moments after delivering their twins, Alexander shattered her heart-divorcing her and forcing her to sign away custody of their son, Liam. With nothing but betrayal and heartbreak to her name, Raina disappeared, raising their daughter, Ava, on her own.Years later, fate comes knocking when Liam falls gravely ill. Desperate to save his son, Alexander is forced to seek out the one person he once cast aside. Alexander finds himself face to face with the woman he underestimated, pleading for a second chance-not just for himself, but for their son. But Raina is no longer the same broken woman who once loved him.No longer the woman he left behind. She has carved out a new life-one built on strength, wealth, and a long-buried legacy she expected to uncover.Raina has spent years learning to live without him.The question is... Will she risk reopening old wounds to save the son she never got to love? or has Alexander lost her forever?
Rena got into an entanglement with a big shot when she was drunk one night. She needed Waylen's help while he was drawn to her youthful beauty. As such, what was supposed to be a one-night stand progressed into something serious. All was well until Rena discovered that Waylen's heart belonged to another woman. When his first love returned, he stopped coming home, leaving Rena all alone for many nights. She put up with it until she received a check and farewell note one day. Contrary to how Waylen expected her to react, Rena had a smile on her face as she bid him farewell. "It was fun while it lasted, Waylen. May our paths never cross. Have a nice life." But as fate would have it, their paths crossed again. This time, Rena had another man by her side. Waylen's eyes burned with jealousy. He spat, "How the hell did you move on? I thought you loved only me!" "Keyword, loved!" Rena flipped her hair back and retorted, "There are plenty of fish in the sea, Waylen. Besides, you were the one who asked for a breakup. Now, if you want to date me, you have to wait in line." The next day, Rena received a credit alert of billions and a diamond ring. Waylen appeared again, got down on one knee, and uttered, "May I cut in line, Rena? I still want you."
Billionaire Bennett Graham urgently needed a wife to close a business deal but his fiancée wasn't ready to tie the knots yet. So his grandmother picked the most unassuming maid for him. Everything was supposed to go incredibly well, and all he had to do was wait until he divorced her a year later. But after seeing Maliyah's ocean eyes.it wasn't looking simple anymore. *** Before I could get her up, it was as if she felt the light and an uncomfortable sound came out of her mouth. "Uh-huh..." She raised her hand to cover her eyes. But I didn't have time to wait for her to wake up, so I told her to "Get Up." My voice seemed to scare her, and her light-fearing eyes suddenly widened and she kept moving to the corner. The only voice in the quiet art room was her fear-filled voice, "No...please...go away...don't come close to me." She was afraid of me? I hadn't even spoken to her before, what was she afraid of? This was definitely not going to work, I couldn't talk to her if she couldn't calm down. Then I moved closer to her, my hand on her trembling shoulder, and I whispered soothingly "Calm down.I'm not going to hurt you.I'm not going to hurt you."I assured and then she moved her hair away from her face as if to stare at me properly. Our eyes met.It was that moment. It felt as if I was enchanted for a moment. Those ocean eyes were the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.
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