PROLOGUE One relationship ruined because of a one night's mistake. You ask our father to give you me but this is not what I want. I have no intention of ruining a relationship. I also don't want to hurt my fellow human beings, just not expecting what happened in the past so this is now a consequence in my life because I am married to a man I do not love and I am the only one who loves. "Wait for the love that you deserve." That's another. So I could do nothing but pray for everything and dream. I am a legal but I just let what he wants to do, I also let him continue his relationship with the woman he loved and cared for since. Im not martyr wife I just want everything. Although it was annoying but my fate was just like this. We are not engraved by love and I accept that. I accept the two of us, I also accept that we are just getting married in the paper even when we are on the same roof. Im just trying, trying everything to make the two of us okay and everything will be okay. I do my job as his wife, I serve her as a wife. I learned to cook because of her although I feel like she doesn't eat what I'm cooking. Life is bad but it is, here it is. "Did you eat already?" I asked her because I reached her coffee in the dining area as she focused on her laptop. I submitted bitterly because I hoped he didn't answer my question. Who am I to give him time, even though he does not think I can do no infectious disease but I will treat me with a leprosy. "Did your daddy talk first?" He asked me and exploded with his laptop closed. "I said that." I replied and started to adjust to the dining area. "Good." he said and stood up. "Don't expect me to go home weekdays, it's just a weekend or maybe not." he said seriously. I could do nothing but nod. I don't want a family mess anymore so I face it even though it hurts. I am the culprit, I am the one who understands that I am the one to bear. "If you were in camp just ignore me they didn't even know I was my wife on paper." he said to me and turned away. "Im sorry." I apologized again and the tingen followed him. He stopped walking and took a deep breath. "Your sorry can't change the situation, Psalm." He replied so I stooped down and just played with my fingers. "I love you." I told her, I knew she had known how I felt since then. "But you don't own me." he answered me as well. I approached her and confronted her. "What should I do to forgive me?" I asked her. "My freedom." He said and stared at my shower. "And please don't use the ring, we're not lovers!" He said and reminded me that we would not have anything to do with it. "You know I can't do that right?" I asked what he wanted to do, it could still be a sigh of relief and I would ignore him when I was at PNP. "Gawen for me to forgive you." He said last time and left. I sighed because he was unlikely to happen. Maybe I'll just accept this until Daddy lets me go and give MC Llishan's request, freedom. The daddy is also a jerk. "Being in love with someone who no longer loves you is the painful feeling in the world." I just said and went back to the room. How long can I show them that I'm okay? How long can I accept everything? I want her to be free for the sake of the person she loves and she has dreamed since she was a child .... Hope one day, you have your freedom .... This is the truth that I standing on. Im psalm jaxeen de-gracia and he is mc llishan sanchez